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Enhyphen jungwon - flu

Pain. Pain was all I felt. I feel nauseous and all my muscles ache. I felt kinda off yesterday but I did not expect to wake up feeling like this.

I was suddenly pulled out my thoughts when my alarm clock went off. I may be sick but I still have rehearsal to go to, I can't miss it. I had to give myself a couple off minutes before I actually stood up from the end as when I sat up I got a wave of dizziness. This did not help the nausea.

Once I managed to actually stand up I made my way to the bathroom to shower and brush my teeth. The hot water and steam made me more dizzy so I did end up having a cold shower which surprisingly soothed my sore muscles a little.

I was only in their for another twenty minutes before getting out and getting dressed. I made my way down the the couch in the living room to wait for my members.

While I was listening to all the distant footsteps  my health seemed to be deteriorating. I could barely move without feeling like I was going to vomit and my muscles just seemed to be getting more and more stiff.

"Hey jungwon, you okay?" "Jungwon" i didn't even realise someone was talking to me "w-what, sorry". Heeseung gave me a look of concern "I said are you okay?" "Oh yeah, why wouldn't I be". I really hope he believes me because there is no way I could burden them "are you sure, you seem to be distant" I wanted to tell him, I really did but how could I dumb more problems onto him and the rest of my members?.

"No I promise I am okay see" I pulled a funny face hoping it would make the situation better. I felt a calm satisfaction when I managed to make him giggle. "Hey time to go" heeseung told me and honestly I was a little grateful as maybe a distraction might make me feel better.

We all got into the van, taking a seat. I sat next to the window with my headphones on. The ride was pure torture, the bumps and turns making my nausea increase. I closed my eyes, taking deep breathes so try and soothe my discomfort but it only made it worse.

I was thankful when we finally arrived at the company. I made my way off the van as quickly as possible, I did not wanna risk throwing up in there. We waited for the rest of them to get off the van, I was holding my bag when I was suddenly hit with a wave of dizziness. My legs began to feel weak, little dots floating around my vision.

I felt someone grab onto my arm "jungwon, are you okay, you were swaying" it was jay. I shook my head. I didn't have time to acknowledge what I did when he pulled me into his arms. "Shh it's okay, I got you don't worry" I melted into his touch, the comfort I have been desperately wanting finally being given to me.

"Guys, we need to go back to the dorms jungwon is sick" I could feel the eyes looking at me but I didn't care, I busted wanted to go home. "Okay jay and the rest of you go wait back in the van while sunoo and I go tell the manager and choreographer" Jake explained.

I couldn't help but feel extremely guilty however I felt some pressure being lifted off my shoulders now that I didn't have to do hours worth of rehearsal.

I was led back into the van, being seated in the middle of jay and heeseung. I melted into the warmth, relaxing as much as I could. "Hyung, my head is killing me" I could no longer keep my feelings bottled up, I needed them to be gone. "I know baby and I wish I could take all your pain away" jay spoke gently.

"Try and sleep yeah?, you might feel better after a nap" I only nodded as I did not have the energy to do anything more. "Stay" "of course we will honey". That was the last thing that was said before I drifted off.

It felt bright, My eyes burning, My eyelids opening little but little. I was met with a bright yet familiar room. It took a few minutes before i recognised my surroundings. I was on the couch back at the dorm. I sat up, trying to pull myself back into a sitting position but let out a whimper while trying to do so. "Hey take it easy honey, you have a fever" sunghoon helped me sit up, putting a pillow behind my back.

I felt worse. The feeling of sickness only increasing and the feeling of throwing up was getting bigger. "I feel sick" "guys someone get me a bag" I heard the footsteps around the dorm making their way closer to where me and sunghoon were. Niki gave the bag to sunghoon who held it under my chin.

"I don't want to" I couldn't help but let tears fall out of my eyes. I hated being sick. And I hated throwing up. The feeling of it is terrifying and I always feel like I can't breathe.

"I know baby, but you will feel better if you get all the bad stuff out okay?" I knew he was right but I still didn't like it. Eventually a gag hit my body, the feeling of liquid rising up my throat. I couldn't hold it back, letting the unwanted substances l out. Jake was running soothing circles on my back while the others were saying comforting phrases.

I deeply appreciated their comfort as it let me know that I was not alone. "There you go honey, your doing so well" "we are so proud of you sweetheart".

After about five minutes I collapsed back on the couch, my body feeling heavy. I was trying to catch my breath as I didn't have much of a gap between the vomiting to breathe. "Are you feeling better honey?" I nodded.

I did feel a little better after vomiting, which I appreciated but I still felt terrible. My head was still throbbing and my muscles ached. "I want this all to go away" " I know you do baby and I wish I could take the pain away but I can't. But I promise you me and the rest of the members will here for you every step of the way okay?" Sunghoon spoke. I nodded my head in response.

"Go to sleep honey, you need some rest". I closed my eyes but quickly opened them again to hold niki's hand. I heard a few giggles but ignored it as I was too exhausted.

My eyes were shut once again, drifting off.