Wildest Dreams /Mason Thames

𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐞𝐧

It's been two weeks since the incident at the restaurant and I still haven't talked to Mason and I think I'm final ready to talked to him today, I was so tired of not knowing why he said that to Miguel so I'm going to talk to him but first I headed to Maddie's trailer to tell her.

"Hey Y/n." She says opening the door.

"Hey Maddie can I talk to you about something?" I ask her.

"Yeah of course." She says opening the door more so I could come in.

"Okay so what do you wanna talk about?" She asked sitting down next to me.

"Okay so I've been thinking." I say.

"That's dangerous." She chuckles.

"I'm ready to talk to Mason." I say.

"Wait, really?" She questions.

"Yeah and I know it's been two hole weeks since me and him had a full on conversation about anything but it's been killing me not know why he said that in front of Miguel." I say letting out a sigh.

"Well I'm so glad that you have final decided to talk to him but I don't think you'll be able to talk to him tonight Y/n." Maddie says cautiously.

"What, why?" I ask a bit concerned.

"He's going on a date tonight with a girl he met." She say's calmly.

"Oh-... It's okay I'll talk to him tomorrow." I say getting up with tears in my eyes.

"Y/n where are you going?" Maddie asks worried.

"Back to my trailers to rest up." I say quietly.

"You can stay here if you want." She tells me.

"No it's fine." I say giving her a sheepish smile.

"Okay fine but call me if you need me to come over or anything." She says hugging me.

"I will." I say walking out the door.

To be honest I don't know why I'm upset, me and Mason haven't talked in two weeks and he can going on a date with who he wants it's just I don't like the feeling in my stomach that just wouldn't go away. Do I like Mason? No, I can't especially after what he said to me, but there's this feeling when I'm around Mason, like it's just me and him against the world, Mason has always been there for me and when we first met it was like we clicked instantly and it just got thrown all away because of his jealousy and stupidity, but there's apart of me that want to talk to him and figure thing out and go back to the way things were before anything of this happened,the thing is I can't fix the past but I can plan the future and in my future me and Mason are....to be honest I don't know what me and Mason are but I just feel so heart broken.

As I was walking to my trailer I saw him dressed all nice and holding a bouquet of flowers, he looked happy and that broke me even more, I slowly walked up to my trailer not giving him one glance but then I heard my name.

"Y/n." Mason says from behind me, that was the first time I've heard my name since the restaurant, we didn't even say each others names on set, and I swear my heart melted when I heard it.

"Mason." I say in cold voice.

"How have you been?" He asks like what he said didn't mean anything and it was old news.

"Fine I guess." I lie turning back to my trailer door and unlocking it.

"You not going to ask me, how I've been?" Mason questions.

"Oh- I didn't know a dick like you needed to be asked but okay, Mason how have YOU been?" I say angry.

"Okay I get it I fucked up big time and that I know you are like really angry at me but I don't have the time to talk I have somewhere to be." He says.

"Okay." I say coldly walking inside my trailer.

God I've had enough of this I'm going for a walk around the city, I think to myself putting on a cosy jacket and some Ugg boots, then I head out.