Random!!!

Im lonely

Help I feel so bored and lonely I want to cry
I don't like anything about life right now-

Maybe I'll feel better? Haven't felt this screwed since like, 2021?

Cuz I'm young and I know that was when I began to understand things...

I don't like when I come out to the world as a "creep" or "nuisance" cuz I sometimes do..

I like to scream in public and ask to be friends with random people

Is that wrong?

I'm so rude, I would mutter a "f*ck you" to like, whoever when I was only 11 or something

11

I have openly admitted I care very little about other's feelings, and yeah, I know,

it's the truth but when I end up hurting a friend or family member it kinda hurts..

I been called "mentally ill"

Wtf

Everyone is concerned over my weight—not that I am too overweight, but I'm too underweight

And that's right, when I look at myself in the mirror I see a short little teenage girl who is skinny as a stick

I eat too little

I have oxygen deficiency in my blood

Why????

I did nothing to anyone

I messed everything up—

I'm a monster.

I'm so so so so sorry for my ranting-

My vent artworks-

I wanna lie back and cry, I wanna scream,

I am just so lonely

I have friends and a ton of siblings but I'm so lonely

It's like nobody understands me

Someone just grab my hand and fricking talk to me

They say we have more in common than apart

But not me

I'm different than every single person

I'm, I'm just lonely