Guns & Fangs (STOPPED)

Mission 15

Unedited fellas.

"One day you will kiss a man you can't breathe without, and find that breath is of little consequence."

To be honest. I never understood that. I never understood that and i never believed that. Not until that one moment happened.

My mind was going crazy, my heart was beating so hard that my head begin to felt the throbbing. What if he didn't want to kiss me? What if i did things to fast? What if,what if, and a thousand what ifs more.

A thought came cross to my mind, when you were with a vampire you can't guess what was going to happen.

I made up my choice and leaned closer to him until our lips were mere inches. He didn't move or anything.

Then it happened.

He kissed me.

What? I asked to myself when our lips touched. Because it was true, he was the one who collided his lips with me. I felt sparks trough my body and i know that sounded hell cheesy but i did. His lips was so soft, i closed my eyes and enjoyed that moment.

It was addictive, our lips move in sync and his hand yanked my waist softly closing all the space between us. My hand moved from his cheek and wrapped around his neck. He deepened the kiss and i felt like i was going to die soon.

He was pretty much supporting my weight because my knees were suddenly wobbly. He bit my bottom lip softly, i gasped a little and he made this oportunity to slid his tongue in. It wasn't slobbery or clumsy or anything. It was nice, he was an amazing kisser.

No he wasn't. Amazing was an understatement.

I knew i needed to breath in somepoint. Christina Perri's song -Human suddenly played in my mind. I needed to stop, because.

1. I needed to breath.
2. If we continue i swear my heart was going to come out, do some ninja kick ass shit, and die.

I felt butterflies not just in my stomach but in my whole body. I don't think it was butterflies..more like a freaking elephant.

I pulled away breathlessly. I was breathless but he looked fine. I closed my eyes and asked myself..what kind of sorcery was that..

"That was better than i've ever imagine." He whispered.I can't answer him because i was still catching my breath so i only nodded.

He grabbed my shoulder and looked at me with concern on his eyes, "Cray are you okay?" He asked.

I took a big breath and smiled, "I'm only human and that was probably.. more intense than my any of my workouts." I said, he chuckled and he stared at me, i felt really loved so i smiled and rested my head on his chest. It was ridicilously comfortable. He rested his chin on top of my head and wrapped his arms around me. I felt like i belonged there.

I listened to his chest, there was nothing. It was silence, but the silence that made me calm. People can go to meditation ,yoga,or someshit to clear their minds off and searched for a peacefull space.

My meditation was Collin's hug. The peace came from his unbeating heart.

"People said that when you found your beloved,a part of your soul comes back to life. A part of your heart started beating again, because you found your soul mate." He said, his voice made vibration to his chest.

I closed my eyes. "Mhm." I hummed.

"I don't know if that's a metafora or not but i do feel a little bit alive and that's a huge deal for a vampire." He said matter-of-factly.