Guns & Fangs (STOPPED)

Mission 25

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I looked at the clock and it was 6:59.

Shit.

I almost peed myself and I suddenly started panicking, "Calm down.. You're Carrie Arden.. Agent Arden.. CALM the fuck down Carrie.. " I scolded myself and catched my breath so I was breathing normally. I hung the purse on my shoulder then I stopped and contemplating myself should I hung it or clutch it..

Fuck it. I ran to my door and tripped on my way there, stupid heels. I stood up and walked there with my about-to-shit-in-my-panties face. I walked trough the living room, Haley and Finn started to hollered and screamed me good-lucks. Even though Finn still doesn't know what was going on.

I opened the door and found Collin standing there looking at me. His vibrant green eyes never failed to amaze me. I smiled, but I wasn't sure if I really did smile or it came out as a grimace. He was dressed in a black t-shirt and his sleeves were rolled, his muscles looked bigger with it. It wasn't fair for my hormones. It wasn't casual and wasn't formal too.

"Hey?" I greeted him and he kept staring at me, and a smile plastered on his face. "You're beautiful." He said, and I chuckled slightly then he frowned and blushed as if he just remembered something.

"Sorry.. It's just...It came out and I didn't expect that I'm surprised with myself." He muttered.

"Is this okay? I'm not too casual or formal or anything right? If I am, I could go cha--

"NO!"Collin rushed and I stared at him, "You'll look perfect with anything anyways but that dress is perfect. I felt bad, I was going to buy you a dress but--"

"It's okay..Well, should we be going now?" I asked him, he smiled and he held his hand and he was holding a bunch of white lillies, I stared at it with awe, "This is so pretty, thank you." I thanked him and pecked his cheek.

Woah, he really did bring my soft side.

"Haley!" I called her, she rushed to me and smiled at Collin, he only looked at her and nod. At least he could show some interest to Haley but he didn't. I gave her the flowers and told her to put in a vase.

Collin grabbed my waist and brought me to the other side. He closed the door, "Your bruises are fading." He said as we walked to the lobby with his hand around my waist, I nodded. Because somehow I felt really nervous and it was hard to speak. Wasn't it too soon for me to meet his parents? I mean..are we even in a relationship? I asked to myself.

"Have you checked your stomach?" He asked as we approached his car. I smiled and nodded, then I let my pessimism side took over me.

Aren't it too soon to meet his parents? Why? Did he even feel the same way as I do? Or was he still have some feelings for Valenka--I mean Valencia? I sighed and that was until a hand shook my shoulder.

"Cray! You've been spacing out, is something wrong?" He asked and I couldn't help but smile because he sounded so concern.

"Yes, what are we exactly that now i'm going to meet your parents? What am I to you? Do you feel the same way as I do? Do you still like Va--no.. Do you still love Valencia? And i'm about to shit in my pants because i'm scared that your parents won't like me because I truly.. really.. like you.. I think I love you, other than that...."

"I'm okay." I answered and held back that bunch of questions, he didn't look convinced, he opened the door and I slid in his car.

We were on our way and I was feeling more anxious than ever. I kept playing with my fingers and my stomach felt like it was tied into a knot. I felt like a coward. I was scared.
"Are we too soon?"OH GOSH I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT. I kept my stoic face whilst my inner self was breaking shit after she asked Hulk for his radioactive power and mentally torturing myseld , why the hell did I let that slipped out?!