Dil kanch sa Tut hi gaya

part-8

Sana and sidharth started their meditation, which cause both of them stay together nearly one hrs daily. In this time Sana open up slowly and find a reason to communicate with sidharth. She happily go to Goya session with sidharth. She is doing great in this 2 week.

Today she is going to attend her first session of therepy. In this days she is strong enough to face tha problem with her full strength. She is ready to fight for her happy future.

Sid: Sana, are you ready for this therepy. See Sana in case if you feel low and don't want to continue then just told me once okay.

Sana:  sidharth I am okay. I am trying to win my own memories. I try my best in it.

Sid:  that's a good spirit with live Life. All the best. Yaha tumhe baith ke apane andar hone wale movments ko sirf notice karna hai. React nhi karna, panic nhi hona, sirf vo movment ko janana hai or ahe badhana hai. Apane mind pe body pe pressure nhi Dena. Agar tumhe dar Lage to jaldi se ankhe khol do, or relax ho hao lekin panick nhi hona. Thk hai.

Sana:  okay sidharth, Mai try karungi.

Sid:  that's like my good girl. Soo let's start your first session.

Sana:  ok .

Sidharth start her treatment, in which Sana is seating one place like meditation and focus her body movements. And sidharth notice her facial expressions. This expression can represent her mental health. If something going 8n her inside then her expression change. Sid notice her everything but do not share with her. Which couse her depressed.

Sid pov:

Sana tumhe dekh kr Mai samajh Gaya tha tum bohot buri tarah Tut gai ho. Itana Tut kar pyaar koi kaise kr sakata hai. Ki wo insaan khudki jaaan pe ane par bhi piche hatana nhi chahata. Tumhe dekh kar Mai ye asani se kahh sakata hu ki tum kitni dukhi ho. Kitne sawal hai tumhare Maan ke andar tum kitani ghabara rahi ho. Aise lagata hai ki Mai tumhare pass aau or tumhe lapet lu apane aap me. Tumhe itana tightly hug Karu ki tum inn sab se bahar nikal aao. Lekin Sana tumhe iss sab se khud ladana hoga. Mai tumhe rasta dikha sakata hu lekin chalana tumhe khud hoga.

Suddenly his thoughts broke when hi notice Sana started  shivering badly. Sidharth call her mainy times but she is not responding his voice. Sid hug her tightly and rubb her back to comfort her .

Sid: relax relax, ankhe kholo shehnaaz. Dekho tum thk ho, kuch nhi hua, kuch nhi hua, dekho.

Sana:  Mai Mai Darr gai, muze kuch samajh nhi aa raha tha sidharth. Muze pure body me pain hona start hua. Mai khudko sambhal nhi paa Rahi thi. Muze pasina pasina hua jaise laga. Mai Darr gai.

Sid:  are to kya hua baby. Isame koi baat nhi, sab thk hai. Dekho meri taraf dekho.

Sana lift upwards her head from Sid chest and face sidharth.

Sid:  muzape vishvas hai na. Mai koi galat nhi hone dunga tumhare sath, mujhape bharosa rakho.

Sana:  Mai tumpe vishvas karti hu sidharth lekin khud pe mera vishvas nhi hai. Kya pata Mai tumhe bhi harm krr du apani iss halat me .

Sid:  ooy pagal aurat kya soch Rahi ho. Aise kuch nhi hone wala or aj ka session yahi khatm. Kal firase karenge okay.

Sana:  ha Mai aungi yaha. Muze achha lagata hai ab yaha ana. Or kal subah navya se bhi milungi. Navya ko dekh karr ek umeed ati hai jine ki.

Sid:  vo to hai. Meri princess hai to bohot pyaari. Sari thakan din bhar ki ek chutaki me ghuma deti hai. My cutest bachha.

Sana:  ha sidharth. Chalo ab mai ja sakati hu kya.

Sid: nhi,,, aa Mera matlab hai Mai bhi ja Raha hu, to tumhe chod dunga Ghar. Sath me chalate hai.

Sana: ok lekin tum muze Ghar ke pahale hi chhod dena. Directly gate ke samane maat drop karna.

Sid: Aisa kyu lekin. Mai samajha nhi .

Sana: vo papa ko pata nhi hai, Mai yaha aai thi. Ab tumhare sath jaungi to unhe Shak hoga isliye.

Sid:  okk i understand. Tum jaha kahogi Mai chhod Dunga thk hai.

Sana: fir thk hai, or raste me icecream parlour ke samane rukana thodi der. Muze Lena hai kuchh.

Sid:  achha thk hai. Mai rokk dunga. Tum muze batana, kyu ki Mai drive ke samay baki side dhyaan nhi deta.

Sana:  topical strick man. Huumm, akhadu lagate ho thode tum.

Sid:  achha ji Mai itane pyaar se baat karata hu fir bhi akhadu lagata hu tumhe.

Sana:  bap re tum isse pyaar se baat karna khaate ho. To sochho shukla tum asal me kitne akhadu hoge. Muze to meri navya pe Daya aa Rahi hai, kaise sahati hogi apane iss mamu ki strictness.

Sid: oyyy dramebaaz, chal na paka mat ab yrr. Ho gaya na Tera ab.

Sana:  hayye sidharth tune muze dramebaaz bola. Mai roungi ab unchi unchi awaj karke.

Sid:  ek shaitan Ghar me kaam thi ab yaha bhi mil gai ek. Bhagvan bacha Lena muze iss dono dramebaaz se.

Sana:  sidharth Mai teko maar dungi abb ek baar or bola to. Chalo gadi Start Karo. Muze jaldi Ghar Jana hai.

Sid:  haa haa Mai konsa mare ja raha huu tumhare sath yaha bate karne me. Ayi badi.

Sid started the driving and Sana Stop him at icecream parlour. Sid also come from car with shehnaaz and go inside with her.

Sana:  ab kyu aya mere sath. Muze to icecream Leni hai.

Sid: haa haa to muze bhi Leni hai navya ke liye. Ek  chocolate flavour with extra choco chips.

Sana:  yeppp ye to meri favourite hai. Sidharth tumhe konsi pasand hai.

Sid:  sorry Mai nhi khata. Vo to navya ke liye maine pack ki.

Sana:  yarr tu kitna boaring hai. Ek baar try kr na mere sath. Maja ayega dekh le sidharth.

Sid:  yaar mai nhi khata ye icecream tu apana khana.

Sana:  sidharth tuze to aab khani hi padegi icecream mere sath. Chahe tu kuchh bhi kr Mai nhi manane wali.

Sid: achha kya karegi agar Mai nhi mana to. Bhaiya ek hi pack kr Dena or madam ko ek de Dena. Bass ho gaya. Said looking  shopkeeper.

Sana:  tu chal yaha se bahar for batati hu tuze Mai.

Sidharth and Sana come to car and seat inside. Sid started his driving. Sana smile mischievous and started moaning eating icecream.

Sid: Sana chupchap icecream kha ye awaj maat kr.

Sana: kyu kuch kuch hota hai kya shuklaji.

Sid:  oyy pagal aurat. Muze kuch nhi hua lekin tu jarur pagalo jaise krr rahi hai.

Sana:  to fir kha na icecream. Maine to pahale hi bola khake dekh mere sath tu hi nhi mana.

Sid: achha meri maa, lekin aab mere pass extra icecream nhi hai. To tu chupchap kha or muze drive karne de.

Sana:  to isliye extra icecream ki jarurat kya hai. Meri wali icecream me se le, ek baar khake to dekh.

Sid: are you shure. Tumhe problem nhi hai mujhase share karne mai.

Sana:  nhi yrr abb kha chupchap Mai tuze khila Rahi hu.

Like this Sana and Sid share one icecream and Sid drop her home.