Warnings - rejection,
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After fighting my internal battle I figured it would be best to put the call aside for now and start gathering things to move to Washington. Heck the idea scared me half to death but dad was paying most the rent here. I wasn't able to go help with the last two auctions so I didn't get my share of the money. Meaning my damn apartment was going to kick me out soon if I didn't leave on my own terms. I began with the clothes that I had in both my own closet and the spare bedroom closet. That was a hassle and being pregnant only made me slower and out of breath faster.
Call
"Hey Jess you busy?" I asked
"No, but why do you sound out of breath like you ran a marathon or some shit" she asked
"I could use your help with some shit over here and I'll explain then" I said
"Ill be there in fifteen" she said and hung up
End of call
I couldn't help the nagging my feeling in my stomach and part of me knew I'd have to decide soon. Calling Sam was not at the top of my list of priorities or things to do right now, but I had fifteen minutes alone to do it. Part of me also knew if I didn't do it now I'd never do it soon when needed. So with shaky hands and sweat dripping down my forehead and neck I scrolled to his name and took one deep breath before calling.
Call
Although when I heard it ringing I began to panic even more than before I even had the thought of calling. But when the line didn't cut out I knew he picked up.
"Hello?" A voice said
"Ummm sam is that you?" I asked
"Who's asking?" The voice said
It hurt to know he didn't have my phone number saved but it was understandable at the same time.
"Is it sam yes or no, because if it's not I can't tell who it is to some ran-do who could kill me" i said
"Smart, Umm yeah it's sam who's this" he asked
"Sam it's Sarah, Sarah Blake" i said
"Sarah oh uh hi, is everything okay is there another problem there?" He asked
"Not in the terms your thinking but there is something you have to know, and I totally understand if you don't want anything to do with what I say next but it's just I thought you'd need to know" I said
"Umm okay your worrying me what is it Sarah?" He asked a little nervously but harsh at the same time
"I'm pregnant sam" I said and the line went silent
I began panicking again and decided or thought maybe I should end the call and forget about it.
"You know what I shouldn't have called sorry sam I shouldn't have done this goodbye" i said and before he spoke up I ended the call
End of call
I cried in frustration as Jess walked through the door, but when she saw me she panicked and rushed to me.
"Hey Shh, what happened is everything okay is the baby fine did something happen to you or the child?" She panicked
"I told him and and he said nothing" I cried
"Oh girl I'm so sorry, but maybe he well maybe he isn't worth it then and doesn't deserve you two" she said
"But I also hung up before he could speak up again" i said sheepishly
"Sarah you can't just call, tell him your pregnant, freak out and then end the call before he has a chance to speak" she said throwing her arms up to add effect to the situation
"I'm sorry I panicked and I'm my defense he hadn't said anything for a good two minutes" i said
She rolled her eyes and then looked around and when she saw the boxes she looked at me with confused eyes.
"What's with the boxes?, why are you packing? Wait are you leaving town?" She asked
"Moving that's what the boxes are for, packing because I got a good offer in another state, and yes I'm leaving town because dad disowned me" i said
"Wait you can't just up and leave me here" she snapped
"I don't have a choice, I don't have a dad who cares about his grandchild, I won't have an apartment to raise the baby soon and I lost the jobs with my dad because all I did was earn some money from the auctions so I have to" I said
"You can't leave me, I told you that I was open for you to live with me why didn't you ask" she asked
"Because your living with Brody and him and I don't always get along plus your spare room houses jack furry little self" i said laughing at the end
"Right we'll where you going then?" She asked sadness in her voice and eyes
"Washington" I said not able to look up into her eyes
"WHAT" she shouted causing the neighbor to yell shut up
"I'm sorry but the offer I got is in La Push Washington on the reservation with an old friend I couldn't turn down the offer I'm sorry" I said
"I can't believe your telling me this now, when did you ask them?, when are you going to leave?, why didn't you tell me right away?" She asked
"One I only called them a few days ago, two I'm leaving in a few days hence why I need help packing and three I couldn't bare telling you right away because of this exact reaction, I couldn't bare losing you and leaving you is one of the hardest decisions I'm having to make Jess" I said
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