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He never stopped. He didn't eat nor sleep for three days now. He didn't stop searching for his so called wife and his daughter. He wasn't going to stop until they are both in his arms, safe.

Before sanemi could leave the demon slayer headquarters again in search for [ your name ] and kyoko a certain sound and love pillar stopped him.

" Shinazugawa stop. You have to eat and rest "
tengen said pulling sanemi away. The pillars made a plan on stoping him because they were worried about their dear friend.

" Let me go " he whispered out. His voice sounded raspy because he hasn't drank any water either. His voice would usually be loud but now, it was lower than ever.

" Please shinazugawa-san..[ your name ]-chan wouldn't like to see you in this state.. " mitsuri whispered out. Sanemi sighed and leaned him self backwards, tengen easily catching him and carrying him over his shoulders back to the wind estate where everyone was.

Kagaya had sent groups of demon slayers in search for [ your name ] and kyoko but there was no sign of them. Though they didn't give up, they were starting to lose hope.

Weeks had already passed.

The kamaboko squad were also sent to search for them. They were only hoping the best for
[ your name ], kyoko and the kakushi.

Tengen laid sanemi down in his futon and covered him up. He left the room and went to the living room where everyone else was. Worried.

" Do you think they are alright.. " yuko whispered. She cried her self to sleep every night and would cry the whole day. She was also devastated. She also blamed her self for not being able to protect her older sister. ( Even though she can't do anything ) Muichiro hushed her and hugged her tightly, comforting her.

" Everything will be alright.. "
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Sanemi woke up from his nap. He sighed and looked to his side. His futon was empty. He stood up and walked to the hallways. Everything was empty. He looks outside the garden that [ your name ] would always take care of and the flowers were already dead. He had no motivation. He is feeling the same way before he met [ your name ] and yuko.

Hatred. Anger.

He realized no one was here and looked at the kokatsu to see a meal covered so it wouldn't get cold. He also saw a note and read it.

- Please eat shinazugawa..
from kanroji mitsuri -

He sighed and sat down. He unwrapped the bowl of food and simply saw a bowl of miso soup. It was still warm so it was good, he had to admit that.

After finishing his food he stood up not bothering to clean up after him self and made his way to the front shoji. He put on his foot wear and left his estate going to the butterfly estate to see his sons.

Even though he was busy searching for his " wife "
and daughter, he would still go and visit his sons. He still remembered about them. And now was the perfect chance to do so.
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He walked through the halls of the butterfly estate making his way to the room both of his sons stayed in. It was close to aoi's room so she could hear them if they cry for something.

He opened the shoji and saw his sons laying down sleeping peacefully like always. He smiled weakly and went closer to them pulling a chair to sit down next to them. He reached out for their tiny hands which they both held his big ones back.

" I'm sorry..I failed you guys.. " he whispered out.

He continued crying to him self.
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Everyone didn't like seeing sanemi like this. Especially the pillars and yuko. He wasn't the same any more. He would have dark eye bags, his eyes were always puffy and red because of the crying. He wouldn't eat, sleep or drink anything, like if punishing him self for not being able to protect [ your name ] and kyoko. He would always be silent which was nothing like him at all.