Infinite Summer

Fearless

Belly's Pov

We had the best night. We danced a lot. The champagne was amazing. The foods was delicious. And him. I want him next to me all the time. Conrad paid and we walked out of the restaurant. I smiled looking at polaroid of us that we took. We took lots of pictures. Now we have a proper collection of prom photos. Suzannah must be proud.
"Let me find a taxi." He said.
"Hey let's just walk!" I said.
"Belly, your feet's gonna hurt." He said looking at my high heels.
"But I want to have a night walk with you. It's not gonna hurt, and I'm not gonna get tired. I promise." I said holding up my pinky.
"Alright, let's go." He said grabbing my hand.

We walked side by side. It was freezing but not too cold. I usually hate this weather. But it reminds me of winter. When we watched snow on the beach in Cousins. It was freezing cold, but after we came back, the fireplace, and him. It warmth me. I remember that night. He was gentle, and scared. Scared to hurt me. Especially the first time I felt it and winced in pain. He was so scared that he might hurt me he stopped. He was so sweet, gentle, and passionate. I was lucky to have had my first time with him. Since then, summer wasn't my only favorite time of the year. Winter was my favorite too. So I liked the cold. Even though right now was only the start of the spring cold - the end of winter cold.

We walked hand in hand. Sometimes he'd point at things and made a joke about it. His top button was undone and he gave me his tux. His greenish blue eyes sparkles in the dark. He's beautiful.
"Belly, I think it's starting to rain." He said looking at the sky.
"Really? I don't think so." I said and suddenly rain dropped from the sky hard. Making us wet.
"No!" I squealed. He put his tux on my head protecting me from the rain. We ran to the nearest shelter. We stayed under the roof of a grocery store parking lot. It was closed, so there weren't any cars.
"I'm cold!" I said shivering. He moved closer to me and wrapped me in his arms tight.
"Really? I don't think so." He said mocking me. I punched him on the arm.
"Hey, my apartment is just right there." I said pointing to the building near us.
"Yes, but Belly-." He tried to speak but I was already under the rain. Water dripping on me.

"Seriously? C'mon Belly, we could get sick the air's cold, and it's wet, and we just walked under the rain a few days ago." He said trying to pull me back in.
"Connie Baby, you're already wet." I said as he pulls me back under the roof.
"Yes, but you're not so wet. Well now you are." He said touching my hair. I smiled looking at how concerned he was because of that rain.
"Oh, no. I know that look." He said worried as he sees my smile. Immediately I ran towards the storming parking lot and he follows me calling my name. I ran pretty fast, he was bringing my heels. Suddenly he caught me and he puts me on his shoulders making me giggle.

"Hey put me down!" I said and he did.
"Belly! You're pouring wet!"
"So are you." I said messing up his wet hair. I've always loved his wet messy hair.
"I love your wet hair." I said.
"It's romantic?" He says grinning. He wrapped his arms around me and leaned in to kiss me. Our hair wet, faces wet, body wet. But we don't mind. It was cold, and his lips on mine is comforting. We kissed under the rain. It felt like I was in a movie. Kissing in the storm, in my best dress. But it felt better than that. It's indescribable. We pulled away, and I grabbed both his hands and he spins me around. We danced around in this empty parking lot. The smiles never left our faces.
"You're fearless." He said.

When we felt that the storm was too cold for us to handle, we ran to my apartment. We were both shivering. But it was worth it.
"I am so gonna be mad, if you got sick." He said as I tried to unlock my apartment door. My hand was shaking so hard that I couldn't get the key. He took the key and opened it for me. We got in quickly and the room was still cold. I went to the heater and heated the room up.
"Belly, this takes too long, we could freeze to death." Conrad says.
"Let's have hot water rain." I said taking his hand going to the bathroom.

I went to the shower and turned it on. The the very warm water hitting my skin. It felt so good under my freezing skin.
"Argh this is so good." I moaned as the hot water warmed me. Conrad watches me with something in his mind. I couldn't tell what it was.
"Belly, you can go first. I'll just wait." He said taking a step back.
"Are you crazy? You'll get hypothermia!" I said pulling him in. "Just ditch the shoes." I said and he took off both his shoes and socks. I pushed him under the shower. He relaxes as the warm water showers him.
"Well you're right. This is amazing." He said. He looked at me and noticed I wasn't under the shower. Then he pulled me closer to him. He wiped something from my face and kissed my nose gently.

"What was that?" I asked.
"I thought you had dirt on your cheek." He said smirking. I punched him hard. I wrapped my arms around his neck and brushed his hair with my fingers.
"I don't want you to leave. I want you to stay. I want you to always be this close to me." I said.
He caressed my cheek and leaned into me. He kisses me gently, and sweetly. Giving me butterflies in my stomach.
"Please?" I begged. He looked down on my neck and touched the infinity. He looked up to my hair and played with a strand of hair.
"I love you." He said. Suddenly I crashed my lips on him. It wasn't as gentle as before. But it was full of passion and fire. I needed him. I want him. If it was our last night together, I want all of him.

He deepens the kiss. His hands roaming around my back and mine around his neck and hair. His lips moved to my cheek and my neck making me moaned out loudly. Suddenly he stepped back.
"Belly, I love you so much but I don't want you to think I'm using you just for this. I love you." He said looking down.
"No, I know." I said.
"Is this fine?" He asked.
"I want you, Conrad." I said to him. Suddenly he crashes his lips on mine, hard. I moved my hand to his shirt and starts to unbutton it. His back roamed around my back and caught the zipper dress. He pulled it down loosening the dress I had. He pulled my dress down slowly as he kisses my neck and shoulder.

As my dress comes off I start to feel nervous. I haven't done this in a very long time. The last time I did it was with him. I was afraid of messing up, and I was afraid of the pain. I remembered how it felt. It hurts. Very bad. The first time I felt him hurt. I almost felt like he was too big for me. Although he was gentle, and the pain started to become pleasure. It was magical. It always has been magical. But no matter how gentle he was, the first thrust always hurts. He sensed my nerves and he looked up at me.

"Belly, we can stop if you want. I won't mind. I want you to be fully comfortable with this." He said.
"No, I am. I mean, I'm a little nervous. I'm very nervous. But I want this." I said to him. He smiled and kissed my lips.
"Although, there's something you should know." I said stopping in between the kiss. He leaned back to listen to me.
"I haven't done this in a long time. Like a very long time. In fact the last time I did this was with you." I stopped to look at him. I couldn't figure out what he thinks. "I'm just telling you, because I'm afraid of messing up." I said to him. He caressed my cheek softly.
"Me too. I couldn't do this with anybody else after you." He said to me.

I paused thinking how after all these times, he never done anything. It's been what? 3 years? And he still hasn't done anything with anyone? Even Jere couldn't even wait, and he was in a relationship with me. He looked down to my chest and down to my legs. He looked at me ad if I was a work of art.
"You're beautiful, every part of you is beautiful." He said staring at my eyes. I can't take another moment. I have to have him. I crashed our lips together and we moved in sync. We spent the rest of the night making love. He was gentle, but passionate. It was magical. Always.

After pleasuring me in the shower, he carried me to the bed. He laid me down as if I was so fragile. At the start, he put me in control so I wouldn't get hurt. It was amazing. Everything was perfect. He was asleep on my chest with his arms wrapped around my waist like little kid. He must've been so tired. I was too, but I didn't wanna waste a second sleeping when I could look at him.
"I love you Conrad Fisher. Always have, always will." I said to him as I caressed his hair. Suddenly he looked up at me with his sleepy eyes. He must've been falling asleep.
"I love you more, Isabelle. Much more." He said to me and kissed me softly. Soon after he falls asleep, and I later followed him into a dreamless sleep. I usually get dreams, but I was already living my dreams. He was my dream.