Entry 4: May 23rd, 2019

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Dear someone:
What's up again stranger? How's it going? Today was... Great? First day in along time, I actually enjoyed life. I found out my lovely sister is pregnant. She's engaged to her long term boyfriend Ryan. And her life is seemingly perfect. I know to her it's not. But to me it is. I envy her. As much as I love her. It's strange. I never pictured my sister to be so committed to one person. When she was my age, she never stayed with a guy too long. She was mean. She was messy. She was very different than what she is now. She likes to think she had an epiphany. I like to think thats what happens when your parents die and you have to grow up fast to take care of your younger sister. but my religious beliefs are a whole different entry. If anyone deserves eternal happiness, its Diana. She is, and will forever be my reason for living. As i write, she will be mentioned multiple times. I kind of feel bad for intruding on their start of a new beginning. A new family. But, she has reassured me about a billion times that i can stay with her forever— as much as she loves me, i know shes being dramatic. I plan to move out soon. I wanna spend as much time with her before that and before she welcomes her child. I am excited to be an aunt. i truly am. first time in a long time i felt true happiness. Well, im off to bed. hopefully i get another good day.

Peace out,
Leia F.

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