Love that I yearn for

The start of a peaceful life

Still a mini Tw of mention's of abuse

Chuuya's pov:

I closed the door behind me as I heard the kid messing with some thing then get quiet I sighed then walked to the living room to see Dazai sitting on the couch

"What do you want idiot" "I wanted to talk about the kid" I sat down in a chair father from him" grabbing some wine and opening it and pouring me some "what you wanted to say he's interesting?" I sighed from frustration "people are not your toy Dazai!" Dazai rolled his eyes "do you want to hear what I'm trying to say or not..." he says playing with a pocket knife

I sigh "whatever just spit it out..." I said sipping on my wine Dazai flips the knife away "well If you listened to his story you'd notice that something is wrong" he said  "what why would he lie..." I said confused "well technically he didn't lie it's just doesn't understand that he is the tiger but since he doesn't know he can't control his ability...." I was shocked I wouldn't expect for him to be the tiger "well that's something..." I said sipping some of my wine

"Well I would like to test something...since you hate the way I train Akutagawa how about you train Atsushi" he said teasingly "HAH!...ARE YOU SAYING I CANT BE A GOOD MENTOR" "well if that's what you think" he said with a stupid smile "ILL PROVE YOU WRONG DAMNED MACKEREL!" I shouted standing up "ok we'll see boss said you should start tomorrow "
Dazai said walking to the door  "whatever just get out Mackerel"

I pushed Dazai out then enjoyed the rest of my night I woke up early to get me and the kid ready so we can head to the base Anee-San said that she has some clothes for him so I'll  dress him in a something big until I got there I picked out a red sweater and dark blue pants

Atsushi's pov:

I was sleeping until I felt Chuuya-San shake me awake "good morning" I said with a mini smile "we have to go to work I'll be training you" I heard him say proudly "training...?" I asked "yup you will have your first job but this job includes fighting so I'll start training you especially since your never going back to that orphanage!" He said proudly "oh...by the way do you have an actual name because I know you won't like being called by a number..." he said crouching down to me "well I do have a birth name but nobody really called me by it...but it's Atsushi Nakajima" "Ok Atsushi let's get ready" he said handing me some clothes

I felt happy hearing my name for the first time in a very long time "ok!" I said happily hoping off the bed and rushing to the bathroom I washed up then changed the clothes was big but very comfortable I walked out smelling the smell of something sweet to see 2 plates of pancakes on the table "you can eat while I get ready"he said eating his last pancake "ok" I say sitting down a began to devour the pancakes

I never had pancakes before but for the kids at the orphanage it was a breakfast delicacy that they always waited for also something I never was able to even get to think about besides hoping there was leftovers that would began to mold so they would give it to me but it never happened

By the time Chuuya was ready I finished my breakfast after he drove me on a motorcycle!To the same tall building we walked to before with the weird man it was so fun! I never did anything like that before I was always trapped in the orphanage or mostly in my cage...

When I walked in we was meet by bunches of guards like last time then instead Chuuya walked down a hall while the guards took me to a pretty lady with pink hair and kimono "she took me to a room that had a desk and other things "hello dear what's your name" she said in a calming nice voice "um...you can call me Atsushi..." I said nervously  she smiled "there is no reason to be nervous I was informed you didn't have proper clothes by Chuuya" I nodded "ok here" she smiled handing me some clothes then lead me to a bathroom wear I could change

When I looked at the outfit it was one that looked like this:

Since the sleeves were a bit longer since I was so skinny so I rolled up the sleeves but it was comfortable I tied my black shoes as I walked out holding my old clothes she took the clothes from me putting it on a desk folded up "who are you" I asked looking at her "oh my apologies child I am Koyō a college of Chuuya-San" she said sitting at her desk grabbing some papers

"Well thank you Koyō-Chan!" I said smiling at the elegant lady "no problem child"she says smiling at me her smile seemed like a calm pleasant look "if you'd like there is a mini bookshelf over there you can read some books until Chuuya gets done with a mission which normally doesn't take to long" she says pointing at a shelf with lot of books

it reminded me when I used to sneak to the library in the orphanage to get stuff off my mind for a bit it was probably the best time I ever got while I was there it was quite and peaceful until I was dragged back to my cell...

"Ok thank you Kyoyō-Chan!" I said running to the books I looked through the books until one large book caught my eye I began reading it and it was really interesting I consumed myself into the book until I felt a tap on my shoulder startling me out of my daydream

I heard a laugh "it seems like your really into that book"Chuuya-San said squatting down in front of me "how about this...if you do well with your training then you can keep it" he said smiling I saw Koyō-Chan nod at me "ok Chuuya -San!" I got up as I gave the book to Chuuya which put it under his arm then held my hand as he guided me out the building

We got in a red shiny car then he drove us to a abandoned warehouse the afternoon sun still shined "hey Atsushi do you have any skill with any type of weapon or fighting style.." Chuuya asked walking inside the large space "no I never was taught to defend myself they saw that as a chance of me resisting so they made sure I was as weak as possible..." I became confused by his face full of worry "did I say too much"I thought

"Well that's ok because I'll be teaching you as your new mentor!" He said his chain from his hat glimmered in the sun I was nervous though I mean I was weak my whole life I was all I was good for was curling up and crying...

Judging by Chuuya's face he noticed me being scared "relax I'm not going to hit you or anything we aren't even in that type of training yet my goal is not to hurt you..." hearing this calmed me down a bit "alright let's start off with the basics you always have to have a good stance or it's going to be easy to knock you out!"

Training felt like forever but it was worth it I excelled my stance and was getting better at punching I found out I'm very heavy handed so if I excelled my punches then I could be way stronger than I used to be and with enough practice I'll be above what headmaster ever could believe