Love that I yearn for

A good person

Chuuya pov:

"Atsushi...?" I asked looking at the white and black tiger it's purple eyes pierced through mines as it growled I began to walk back as I seen it walking closer to me I slowly took out my phone but before I could The tiger tried to pounce on me I dodged it as it became more viscous

This wasn't even Atsushi anymore...

I activated my ability as I jumped farther away from it as it kept on trying to attack I didn't want to hurt Atsushi but I didn't know what to do I fumbled with the phone as I called Dazai "AY MACKEREL GET HERE QUICK ATSUSHI'S ABILITY ACTIVATED" "Huh~ what's that chibi~"Dazai teased

"LITSEN BRAT RIGHT NOW IS NOT THE TIME JUST COME HERE BEFORE HE MAKES EVEN MORE OF A SCENE!"I yelled through the phone "Fine fine me and Akutagawa isn't far anyway..." his voice bland as I finally touched Atsushi using my ability to weigh him down but not enough to hurt him it struggled growling as people continued to flee around us luckily there was not much people around

"Just hurryI don't feel like holding him here forever" I said harshly to Dazai "Yeah yeah I see you anyway just stay put..." Dazai said before hanging up "Dang he was agile as hell..." I muttered under my breath looking as the tiger still growled with bloodlust in its eyes

It wasn't long before Akutagawa appeared Dazai taking his sweet time just to annoy me I sighed as I unreleased it,growled as it was ready to pounce once more "just hurry up I don't feel like getting my ability neutralized" I yelled at him "oh shush chipmunk I'm coming" "HAH! QUIET GOING FOR MY HIEGHT IM STILL 16 IM STILL GROWING DAMN IT!" I yelled Aku just nonchalant staring at the tiger which seemed like it wanted to attack

"Who is this...?" He said blandly "Oh the mackerel didn't tell you it's Atsushi" Akutagawa looked a bit surprised before shaking his head as he moved out the way as the tiger attempted to attack him but instead of attacking him it headed for Dazai but before it could get to him he tapped his nose making Atsushi to appear midair

I ran up to Atsushi holding him in my arms as I seen Dazai put no effort to catch him "he should be fine she and Akutagawa should get going"he said casually Akutagawa nodded  as he walked up to Dazai "You really should let Aku have some free time your already hard on him..." I looked at Dazai harshly making him sigh "he can chill with Atsushi next week or so we don't have much anyway but my training is fully necessary" he looked back in his same empty look

All I could do is stare he took Aku the opposite way I held Atsushi carefully in my arms picking up the gift Aku gave to him as I activated my ability speeding to my house the laying him on his bed as I huffed out a sigh walking into my living room

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Atsushi pov:

I woke up me having a weird headache I saw I was still in my older clothes "What happened...." I said getting up I sighed as I got up seeing Aku's gift at the edge of the bed "it's Likley nothing I most likely fell asleep..." I thought shrugging it off I went to the closet grabbing out some house clothes before walking down the hall to see Chuuya-San washing dishes

"Good morning!" I said happily "Morning! You can relax right now I don't need to go to work yet..." he said drying off a last dish turning off the sink "ok!" I said walking to the bathroom

I washed up brushed my teeth and walked out sitting comfortably on the couch reading my favorite book after a while a plate was placed in front of me it was a breakfast sandwich freshly made from Chuuya-San! I began eating it as Chuuya sat besides me quietly eating

"You did well training with Aku!" He said breaking the awkwardness "I-I did?" "Hmh you was fairly close to breaking the tie" I smiled "I told you Aku won't hurt me!" I said proudly causing Chuuya to smile slightly "yeah I can tell he really cares for you..."

I put down my plate drinking some orange juice on the table then putting it in the sink while Chuuya-San seemed to be lost in thought until I sat back down "hey Atsushi can we talk..." he asked looking at me "Sure" I said looking at him "well what if I told you you have a ability...." He said looking at me

"Huh!Do I!I asked happily "Is that wake I don't remember anything!?" I said both scared and happy "well that's half of it...." He said "what do you mean Chuuya-San?" I asked I started to gain a bad feeling in my stomach "Well remember the tiger in your orphanage..." he asked holding my hands

I nodded the bad feeling increasing "well I wanted to tell you the tiger is your ability " he said looking in my eyes "what..." I felt my heart freeze "no that's not true...if it is...then...then I killed all of them...it was all my fault" tears began to morph in my eyes I felt as Chuuya  pull me close in his arm

"I'm a monster I killed all of them...." I sobbed "no your not if you are then I'm worse then a monster..." "huh..." I felt his fingers comb my hair "I not good myself either....have never really been..." "Not that's not true! You saved me and adopted me your a good person no matter what you did!" I looked at him rubbing my eyes

"Then that just proves my point "Your a good person too I mean look at you your whole personality is to be nice to anyone you meet even that mackerel...all I'm trying to say is it's not your fault it has never been..." I smiled looking up at Chuuya who had a sincere smile on his face hugging me still

"Thank you..."