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ONE MONTH LATER
"I love you, I messed up when I was alive." My mom apologized
"I know, I love you." I said
"I don't appreciate what you said at my funeral." She said giving me that look
"I know, I'm sorry." I said
"That's okay, you were just expressing how you felt and how I made you feel." She said
"Every step of the way I loved you and Azi, tell him that, tell him I love him." She said
"How?" I asked
"You know how, you have to go back. Aires is sick without you, she hasn't been taking clients and just at home or the hospital." She said
"I ain't know but Ion know. Ion wanna go, I got to spend all this time with you." I said
I relived all the good memories I had with my mom and got to talk to her, I don't wanna go
"That's your unhealed inner child talking, real you knows you want to go back to your family. I know it's my fault you have this childhood trauma but you have to go." She said
"You said all you wanted was for me to love you and I do, I've showed and expressed that. Why are you here anymore?" She asked
"Ion want to go, I don't wanna hurt nobody." I said
"You don't think you're hurting anyone as of right now? Mila cried every night for two weeks straight because she didn't get to sleep in bed with you." She explained
"I ain't know." I said biting down on my lip
"I know, that's why I'm telling you. When you wake up know that I'm here for you, I let drugs take me over but now I can't do drugs. This is the real me, I'm sorry for what happened when I was alive." She expressed
"Ion want my babies hurting no more." I said
"Then come on, Hassan asks about you every chance he gets or asks to come see you. You told me all about you guys bond, let's go back to that." She said
"And Mila, she stuck to your hip like you told me. I witnessed it and I felt it." She continued before grabbing my hand
"I'm ready." I said
"See you later, I love you." She said before kissing my forehead
"I love you more, Ma." I said tightly hugging her
I opened my eyes and the lights were dim and hella cords and shit was connected to me
I looked over seeing Aires on the couch asleep, her natural long curly hair was out in a messy bun, she was wearing a bra and Nike sweats with her arm covering her eyes. I could tell she been stressing but she still looked good
