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I looked in the mirror fixing my tie as Aires put on her shoes
Deadass appreciate her for being here for me to help me because I really wasn't finna go to the funeral, she solid even after I did my dirt, I fucked up for real
I ain't had the chance to apologize cuz Ion want us to argue and she stop helping me and shi, we only talk bout the kids or sum wit my mental
I looked at her in the mirror while she was bent over fixing her shoe, I couldn't help but get behind her and dry hump that fat ass
She gave me a death stare that made me move from behind her
Oh we still ain't cool?
"I'm ready." I spoke
"Come on." She said grabbing my hand
The kids ain't come because they never even met my momma, her parents keeping them
We walked out the house and got in my car, she held my hand the whole ride there
We made it there. "It's gon be okay, say yo last goodbyes." She said running her thumb over mine
I sighed then got out, I grabbed her hand as we walked in the funeral home
I saw Azi and my dad so we made our way over there
"Hey." She spoke
"Hey." My dad said
"Wassup." Azi said
"Wassup Azi, you good? You straight?" I asked
"Yeah, I'm good." He nodded
"That's good." I said
"Check on your brother, he's going through what you're going through if not worse." She mumbled in my ear
I really love this girl
"Hello Samir, who's this?" My auntie asked
"My wife." I said looking at Aires and she gave her a fake smile
"Okay, nice to meet you." She said then walked off
"I'm not your wife, never was, never will be." She snapped but said it low enough for me to hear
We living that "A boy first so he can protect his little sister" shit we was talking about so we basically married
I leaned my head on her shoulder and she mugged me
It was time to look at her casket and shit like that so we all got up
I hesitated to go up. "Come on, you gon be okay." She said in my ear
We walked up and I touched her hand, it was so cold, I hated it
Aires rubbed my arm and we kept walking to our seats
"We gather here today to cherish the life of Amora Jones, she was a beautiful soul and was gone too soon." The pastor lied
Some people said yes and shit
"She had 2 beautiful sons who are here today, before I allow them to talk let's pray." He said
"God, I ask you to look over and protect the loved ones and family of Amora Jones, a beautiful woman, I ask you to lead the sons of this beautiful woman on a path of success. We know Amora is with you in heaven now, in Jesus name we pray." He continued
"Amen." We all said in sync
"Now I allow the loved one of Amora to talk." He said making me get up and go to the podium
"Ima keep it a hunnid my momma wasn't no fucking beautiful soul, she wasn't shit like that, she was neglectful as fuck but when shit was good it was good which is the only reason I'm up here. All I ever wanted was fa her to love me and shit like that but fuck allat, rest in peace to her and I know she in hell." I said causing everybody to murmur stuff while they demeanor changed before I walked out
I got in the car and turned it on waiting for Aires to get in
"Samir, why'd you say that when you didn't have to speak?" She frowned getting in the car
"That's just how I feel and mufuckas needa know the real, you hungry?" I asked pulling off
"Yes but I'll eat on my own time." She said
"You mad because of what I said? Come on now, bro." I said
It don't even got shit to do wit her
"Hell no, did you forget about what you did?" She asked squinting her eyes at me
"Mmm." I slowly nodded
"So what you wanna eat?" I asked
"Nothing." She shrugged
I smacked my teeth and went to Chick-fil-a
"Can I get a chicken sandwich, no pickles and large fry wit a large lemonade." I said
"Polynesian sauce." She said under her breath making me chuckle
"Wit Polynesian sauce." I said
"Will that be all for you today?" The lady asked
"Yeah, thank you." I said
"My pleasure." She smiled big as hell then I pulled up and got the food
"Here." I said putting the food in her lap
She didn't say thank you but I wasn't sweating it, I know she mad at me and shit I would be too if I was put in her shoes so I can't do nun but accept it
I got to her apartment complex and pulled up in front of the doors of the lobby
"Bye, I love you." I said as she got out the car
She ain't say shit back, she closed the door then walked in
I huffed slamming my hands on the steering wheel, I ain't know how to feel but it is what it is
I turned on some music while driving round and smoking
"Wish we coulda got it right fo it got so hectic, wish I knew real love maybe I wouldn't be so desperate." I sung Rod Wave bobbing my head
I pulled up to my restaurant and got out then went in the back
"Cook me up dem fried shrimp and waffles wit the lil powder on it." I said not talking to nobody specifically
"Bet bet." DT, one of my cooks said
"Preciate you, ganger." I said then went to my office getting on my phone
I looked at Aires ugly ass on my screen then typed in 1111 for my password
Ion know why I made her birthday my password, my shit gon be done got snatched wit the easiest password
