"She dead?" I asked on the phone wit my pops
"She dead, she overdosed on crack and promethazine." He said
Promethazine? She too old to be drinking lean
"Damn." I mumbled before hanging up
I was hurt, she did me dirty but she was still my momma and I loved her, I grew that love from the times she wasn't being a deadbeat and it never went away cuz all I ever wanted was for her to love me and now I ain't gon get the chance
I ran my hands down my face walking out my restaurant as jitts came in, I hopped in my car and sped off
I drove to the beach and sat in my car facing woods while looking at the water and shit, my momma loved the sea
When she wasn't doped out she would take us to the beach and get us some seafood after
I was angry as fuck but the weed took some of that away, I wanted some typa get back but she practically killed herself
I smoked 3 woods before going back home, I went in and went straight to the shower
"Hey." Aires said coming in the bathroom inspecting her skin
I ain't reply, I let the water fall on me while in my thoughts
"The fuck." She mumbled before leaving, I barely heard it over the water
I finished taking the shower before getting out and putting on my clothes then laid down
"Can you go get some Chipotle?" She asked
"You always asking fa some shit, go get the shit yo self if yo feet work." I snapped and she frowned
"You ask for stuff too, if you didn't wanna go get then say that." She mugged me
"Ion wanna get it, always asking fa some shit." I shook my head
"Okay and that's fine, I don't need you to get me shit." She said before grabbing her keys and walking off
I don't give a fuck, she talm bout she don't need me for shit but always asking for it
She came back like 25 minutes later and sat down
"How was everything at yo restaurant today?" She asked
"Bruh, can you shut yo dumb ass up? I ain't tryna talk to yo ass right now." I snapped again
I knew she was about to get to cussing and summo shit so I just left
I drove off and started smoking, I ain't know where I was going but I wanted to be by myself
My phone went off from a text from Ramiyah, Ion know how to explain what she is to me but we only text on sum friend shi
$$$
I grunted as I took Ramiyah to pound town, I pushed her head in the pillow while slamming into her
"Fuckkk." She moaned but it was muffled
"Throw it back, ma." I said and she did what the fuck I told her
I was tryna take all my anger out so I was drilling the fuck outta her
"Why are you fucking me like thisssss?" She cried
My momma died
"Shut yo ass up and take this dick." I smacked her ass
"Okay, dadddyyy." She groaned before clenching over my dick then cumming
I felt myself boutta come so pulled out and nutted on her back
"Shit." She sighed dropped her body to the bed
"We ain't done, come on." I said grabbing her by her waist
I flipped her on her back and slammed into her making her back arch
I held onto her legs while I pounded in and out of her
"Ouuuu, daddyyy." She moaned scratching up my neck
We fucked until I felt my cum building up so I pulled out and came on her stomach after she coated my dick
We went a couple more rounds before she got in the shower, I sat on the edge of her bed in my thoughts again
"Fuck." I mumbled hitting myself in the head as tears fell
"Ramiyahhh! I'm finna dip!" I announced
"Okayyy." She said then I left
The whole ride home I cried, I hate crying but I was crying
I made it home and went in, I picked up Mila and sat her on my lip, my kids are my peace
She touched my face and neck while smiling but I couldn't give her a smile back
Aires came in the living room. "Mm." She said giving me a stank look then going in the fridge
"Mimi, I know you hungry." She said warning up some breast milk while I got on my phone since Ramiyah texted
Ramiyah
u left yo belt and some money on the ground, but i'm happy u dropped that dick off😭😭
You can keep it
She made her bottle then took her from me mugging
Once she fed her she fell asleep so she put her in her crib, after that I got in the slower
I got out and put on a boxers with some Nike shorts then laid down
"You is a bitch ass nigga, Ion know what happened to you or what I did to you but you're weird as hell." Aires said coming in the room
"I don't give no fucks bitch, shit ain't always about you and that's how you making it." I said
She mugged me wit her mouth slightly open from shock assum before slapping me, I grabbed her hand and pushed her down on the floor
"Samir like for real, fuck you. I thought we was good, I thought everything was going good but I guess the fuck not and that's fine." She said getting up and laying down
She turned facing away from me, I heavily sighed rubbing my head, I needed somebody to hold onto right now but she tripping
"Aires." I said lowly
She ignored me so I said it again
"Leave me alone, bitch." She snapped
"My momma." I mumbled to myself holding back from crying
I got all the way under the cover and went to sleep hoping this was some typa dream