I'm Not A Boy || YoonMin

『 7 』

Miharu's P.o.v

Finally, the ringing ended my last lesson for the day. I quickly stuffed my book, pencile case and folder into my cute backpack. Slowly I got up and walked through the aisles at a normal pace, because I really do not want to collect any trouble.

As I left the school building, I saw Ayana waiting at the school gate. I started to smile before I ran. Shortly before her, I slowed down, but could not keep my balance and flew over. Once again, the eyes were on me. I'm used to getting stupid looks, but I still don't like that feeling.

Ayana helped me up and so we started our way home.

"Would you like to come with me?" she asked me to which I replied, "Yes, I would, but maybe we could go to my place this time?" "Why not." she said, and I said, "I have to do my Korean homework." Confused, she said, "Huh... you can do those at my home too."Well... I left my book at home." I confessed. Ayana said, "I could have guessed. So to you!" I jumped up high in the air once and yelled, "Yeah!"

Lol, that was a lie. I can't jump that high.

Before there was any silence between us, I started talking again: "You know, I was going to get a packet of strawberry milk from the vending machine, but none came out even though I threw in enough money. First I knocked with my hand against the machine, when it didn't work I tried it with my head. That didn't work either. I looked at the vending machine and checked I have 50 Won too little thrown in. And that's why I couldn't concentrate the last lesson because my head hurt."

Ayana began to laugh and said: "This can only happen to you again." "Hey, don't laugh!" I murmured and she caught up with it again.

"Ah, did you see the comeback of AleXa?" she asked me. I shook my head and replied ironically, "Noooo, not at all." I kept saying, "Yes, of course! Xtra and Obsession are sooo mega cool as any of her songs!"

"And the two songs have a completely different style to the previous songs." Ayana noted and asked, "Do you like the debut or comeback more?" Overwhelmed, I replied, "Ugh... how you can ask questions like that. Both...?" "I feel the same way." she said, which made us both laugh.

The rest of the way to me we continued to talk about current things we were interested in.

I unlocked the door, and we went in and took off our shoes. Just as I was about to close the door, a familiar voice called out, "Haru, wait!" I looked at the stairs and saw Jimin coming up. "I was behind you the whole time." he said when he was also in the apartment and I closed the door. "Oh... I didn't notice, sorry." I said addressed to him. "It's okay." said Jimin before he disappeared to his room.

"Are you hungry?"I asked Ayana. She replied with a shaking of her head. So we went straight to my room. While Aya threw herself on my bed, I sat down at my desk. I took my pad out of my backpack, my Korean book was still on my desk. I opened my textbook and looked at the homework before I made a desperate noise.

Well, the faster I'm done the faster I can do something with my Girlfriend. So I just sat up motivated, but fell back into me when solving the problem because it was really complicated. Ayana got this and came to me to help.

"This word is aᅢ(ai) and noᅤ(yai), otherwise you have solved the problem correctly." corrected she and gave me a kiss on my forehead. I gave her a smile and started to solve the next problem, which I put more effort into doing.

With this finished I pushed my block over a bit. Aya checked it before she said: "Super all right and no spelling mistakes." Then she gave me a short but gentle kiss on the lips.

I like that feeling when our lips touch and the head was swept like empty, you felt nothing but the kiss. I wanted more of that feeling.

Since I was finished with the homework I got up and stood now directly in front of Ayana. We looked deep into each other's eyes until our eyes wandered to each other's lips. Our heads got closer and closer until our noses touched and we stopped for a moment. We both tilted our heads a bit to the side before we continued our work. The whole time we kept eye contact, but closed our eyes as soon as our lips touched.

Just as I was about to start moving my lips, there was a knock at the door of the room and it was opened directly. We broke up quickly. But apparently not fast enough, as mom only looked at us confused and pointed her fingers back and forth between us.

"I think I'll go. Goodbye, Eunji." said Ayana and went. "And I think we should talk." said mom and I just nodded in response. We sat down on my bed and she went on, "Don't worry, I'm like you." I looked at her in shock.

Mom once took a deep breath before she confessed: "I was afraid you'd hate me if I told you." "Why?" I asked. "I thought I was Bi but over time I realized I'm a lesbian. I told your dad, and he broke up with me. But that's why he ran away and wanted nothing more to do with me or you. I feel guilty for you not knowing your dad and growing up without him." she said.

I then took her in my arms and said, "You could have told us, after all it's not your fault at all and thank you for trusting me." She got tears in her eyes and asked, "You're not mad at me or anything?" I replied directly, "No! Why would I? Sure, it would have been nicer if you'd told us earlier, but we can't change that now."

Mom hugged me even more tightly and started to cry. She let out everything that had accumulated over the years. Now I just had to encourage her to tell Jimin, as he deserved to know. But I wonder how he will react to this issue.

Apparently Jimin heard the crying from mom as he was now standing in the door frame and asked: "What's going on?"