In The Darkness

3.feelings.

My heart raced every time he talked to me like that. I use the napkin and washed my face. I crawl back to the passenger seat. "How was it for your first time mami?". My body was weak as hell and sore but I wasn't gonna tell him that.

"It was ok"
"Just ok?" He raise an eyebrow. I laughed at his response.
"Maybe next time I can show you what I can really do then". My face expression when he said that says it all.

He drove us back to campus. Dropping me off at my dorm. I quietly walked in trying not to wake my roommate.
"It's fine I'm still up"
"I'm sorry aleria"
"You know I was worried about you, your not the type to stay out to 2 in the morning"
A smile wiped across my face.
"Oooo I see, you've met someone". My eyes grew big. How could she possibly have know that just from me smiling.
"Did you, you know". My face got hot, getting kinda embarrassed from this conversation. I nod my head yes. Covering my eyes from her.
"Little miss innocent isnt so innocent anymore" aleria says with an highness in here voice.
"So what does he look like"
"Shit" I said just realizing I didn't get his number or anything.
"What is it girl"
"I forgot to get his number and stuff"
"Oh damn girl, hopefully-
It was a knock on the door.
"Who could that be at this time of night" aleria went to open the door. I see her eyes lit up like she seen an angel or something.
"Well who is it" I say changing into my pjs.
Sergio walks in the room, even wetter because it's still raining.
"Hey mami" he says. I turn around knowing who it was.
"How the hell did you know which dorm I lived in".
"I didn't know, I knocked on every door till I saw you".
My insides started to have this warm feelings about him and it felt nice. Like nothing is going to happen to me when I'm with him.
We made eye contact for a bit.
"Why are you even here Serg". I say sitting down on my bed.
"I forgot to give you my number baby"
My heart just giggled.
"Oh yea well give me your phone"
I type in my number into his phone. He call me to make sure it was me.
"So are you gonna text me back" he says bending down to face me.
My face gets flustered every fucking time he gets to close. My eyes gets wide as I look into his eyes.
He notices that and smirks. He reaches his hand out and puts my hair behind my ear. He leans in and kisses me.
"Guys don't forget I'm im here ok" Aleria said interrupting us.
"Hablamos luego mi amor" he says walking out of the room.
My face was still stunned.
"Now I see why you was acting the way you was ro" aleria said closing and locking the door.
"He is gorgeous" she said sitting on her bed.
I look down and smiled, this feelings is new. No way that I'm in love already...right?
"So how long have you guys been talking" aleria smirked.
"We just met at the party"
Aleria eyes grow big. "Miss to goody shoes had sex with someone she just met and at that you met them at a party"
"I know I know but he seems different from others you know"
"Well I'm glad you got his number because tomorrow is the last day of college for our freshmen year and anyways what is he a freshmen too?"
"I actually don't know, I should ask him"
"You don't know anything about him do you?"
"Well obviously we just met".
Aleria chuckled, "well good night girly, I need tomorrow to be over fast as hell for summer break".
"Good night" I say cutting the lights off.
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It was the next day and my body was aching truly but this was the last day of school and I was so ready to get the day over with. I got up took a shower and did my daily morning routine. I checked my phone to see the time. I only had one class today. I went to class to go ahead and get it over with. During class I got a text from Sergio.
"Meet me in the woods by the lake"
I smile at my phone. "Wait a minute no way I'm smiling at an text" I thought to my self.
"Will see" I sent with an laughing emoji.
"If you don't come I will get you myself"
"Whatever". I put my up phone waiting for the rest of the class to be over.
In about 30 minutes class was over. I was walking back to my dorm. I went up the stairs to see Sergio waiting at my door.
"Why the hell are you here" I roll my eyes.
"Cause I wanted to see you"
"What's so special about seeing me" he tilted his head as an eyebrow went up.
"I mean Sergio we barley known each other so there's no way that you actually you know like me".
He looks at me to see if I had anything else to say.
"We just had some fun that's all, I'm sure that's all you wanted was sex, you don't have to keep this up".
He stood there, we were both in silence.
"So it's that what you want royalty, that's your final choice?" We stood there
"Yes" I wasnt so certain
"Ok" he walked away and didn't even look back.
I walked in my dorm and started crying.
I didn't know aleria would be in there at this time.
"Oh my god ro what's wrong."
"I stopped talking to him, I said something that I regret and he seemed like he really wanted something with me."
Aleria hugged me.
"It's going to be ok girly, just tell him how you really feel let him know that you were scared."
"What if he never wants to talk to me again."
"If he likes you as much as I think he does, he will"
I hugged aleria.
"Thank you for being here"
"Always"