In The Darkness

14.in the act

I sit with them and Jose passes me a blunt. This was my first time smoking so I didn't know what the hell I was doing. Kharm chucked. "Sis just inhale that's all you gotta do". I put the blunt in my mouth and inhaled. I coughed abruptly and all of them started laughing at me. "That's that good shit" Marco said. I did it again and it was less strong than the first time but pretty powerful. After a couple of more times I was baked as fuck. I could barely open my eyes and everything was funny.soon the 4 of them went into Jose room which I'm sure they was smoking some more.
Pedro came in the house from being out. He looked at me and could tell something was off.

Pedro came to me. "Hey mami, you wanna finish what we started?"
I looked at him. "Is all you want is sex from me? You don't wanna just chill out and have a conversation."
Pedro looked at me and smiled.
"We both know you don't want that" he came on to me.
"That is what I want it... and it seems that I picked the right person" I tried to move from around him and he pinned me to the wall and kissed me. Jose walked out of the room and saw us.
"What the fuck!" He yelled out. Kharm and pedro brothers ran out.
"How the fuck could yall betray my brother like that man, Pedro your his fucking cousin, his blood, ro he fucking loves you bro."
Jose was so angry. Kharm looked at me in shocked. "Royalty what has happened to you? You would never do anything like this" kharm says to me.
"Guys I promise me and Pedro are nothing, he means nothing to me, I was just telling him that this has to stop, what he feels between us".
I say trying my hardest to get them to believe me.
"Did you guys have sex?" Jose asked. It was a long silence.
"How many times" kharm asked.
"Once" I managed to get out.
Jose was so pissed off. "You tell Serg or I fucking will bro" he stormed off.
"Kharm" I called to her. "You have to believe me". She stood there. "Ro that was so low of you I don't know what to say" she left going after Jose.
"Look what the fuck you did, I told you no Pedro, I didn't want to do this and you just kept forcing your self on me and now look Jose and kharm thinks low of me and I betrayed Sergio and that's something I never wanted to do".
Pedro just stood there. "Pedro I don't want anything to fucking do with you any more, you're dead to me."
I walked away into me and Serg bedroom. I was trying to figure out a way to tell Sergio about us. Kharm knocked on door. "Come in" I said bluntly. "Hey ro I heard the things you told Pedro before I walked out, were you really trying to end things." "Yes I swear but he always came when things weren't going right and I was vulnerable".
"Look ro your my sister and I'm here for you Jose is pretty pissed off but I'll talk to him, just tell Sergio the truth and whatever happens happens you know".
"I understand that but I don't wanna be without serg if I tell him and he leaves me I will be so hurt and I do understand that I deserve it but I love Sergio so much."
Kharm hugged me. "You made a choice ro what ever the consequences is you have to live by it". I nod my head agreeing with her. "I'm going to go talk to Jose ". Kharm walked out the room and was headed to Jose room. Carlos and Marco walked out of there heading to Pedro room. "Babe" she called out. Jose was on his bed silently. "I understand you may hate Pedro and my sister right now" kharm sits next to them. "But don't make things worst then what they are". She says rubbing his back. "What do you mean".  Jose looks at her. "Don't go blurting stuff out to Sergio I understand he's your brother but situations can be handled better"
Jose look at her. "Are you only saying this because she's your sister?"
"No im saying this from experience what my sister did was wrong and I told her that but she's gotta tell Serg what she did and whatever happens happens, you don't need to go in guns blazing ok, only step in if you've been sent for".
Jose understood what she was saying. "I guess your right mami".
Kharm hugs him. "Let's sleep it off for the night okay".
"Okay".
Serg text royalty letting her know he'd be back in the morning. Royalty texted back ok. I was panicking I didn't know what to say or do or how to acted. She remember the words her sister said to her and realize everything she said was true and that she had to suffer for her actions. She thought long and hard about it. She knew she loved Sergio more than anything in the world, the way he treated her,his voice,his smile, his personality, how respectful he was. She loved him and she might have thrown all of that away from talking to Pedro.
It was 30 minutes later and Pedro walked in.
"Who said you could come in?" I raise my voice.
"I knew that if you knew it was me you wouldnt let me in, I just want to apologize and explain my self".
I decided to listen. "You've got 5 minutes then you need to leave". I stand on the other side of the room.
"Royalty I'm sorry mami, to you and Serg. Your right I did kept forcing my self on you, you told me multiples times that you didn't want to do things and I did it to you anyways and that I am sorry, but I did and do like you, your Bonita,smart, pretty smile, but I knew it was wrong because you were Serg girl and I knew it was off limits but did it anyways, I won't  ever talk to you sexually or do anything outta of pocket with you anymore, i really am sorry ro" he walked out closing the door.