🛑WARNING: may contain contents that readers may find disturbing or unsettling (needles, blood, violence, etc)
Sevyn was only a couple months away from graduating high school. College was fast approaching but Sevyn had no way to pay for it and she d...
Entry number █ Something is different... Subject Seven has been distant from Subject Two lately.
She almost seemed... depressed..?
She hasn't been participating in the tests as much as before. Nor has she been as affectionate towards Two.
I went back in the tapes to see if something happened that would have provoked this sudden change in emotion. There was nothing that could give evidence to this new behavior. They haven't argued or fought.
I wonder what changed her mind... End of entry.
I didn't know what to think..
Was that mysterious man right..?
No he can't be.
Right..?
I mean i felt such a strong connection to Journee..
Is it really all just a façade?
Was she really using me to just get me to follow orders?
I had so many questions.. none of them could be answered. If I questioned her she would think I was crazy.
Either that or she'd tell the truth and I'd be even more broken..
I don't know what to think or say..
I still love her. I just don't know if I can trust her. So is this really love or just lust?
My mind was racing. I was sat on the floor, my hands were holding my head and covering my face.
Every time Journee tried to sit by me or try and touch me I would always move away from her.
"Please Sevyn, speak to me!" She pleaded and gripped my shirt. I jerked away from her and ignored her.
I couldn't say anything good so I said nothing at all..
"Sevyn what happened to us? Just a couple of days ago you were kissing and loving on me and saying "I love you" over and over. What did I do to piss you off?!" She said now in an angrier tone.
She stomped over to me and forced me to look at her.
"Hello?! Am I even here?!"
She slapped me in the face.
"What the FUCK is wrong with you Sevyn?! Why are you playing in my face right now?" I looked her in the eyes and seen she was fighting back a flood of tears.
My heart ached. I had conflicting emotions. I didn't know whether I wanted to slap her to the ground or curl up in a corner and just sob.
"Just... just leave me alone Two.."
I said as I turned away from her and went to sit down in a corner facing away from her.
I couldn't face her.
Not anymore...
Once lights out came I couldn't sleep a wink. Two slept in the bed while I still sat facing the corner of the room.
"So you actually believed me? I figured you'd reject my ideas and say I was a fool..."
The mystery man spoke again in my head. This time his presence wasn't as aggressive and heavy. But it still gave me a bad feeling..
Was I making the right choice..?
By rejecting Two and following this stranger?
What other choice do I have?
I need to get out of here and he is my only way out.
Besides he's right. They tortured me and forced me down. Then all of a sudden they're going to allow some other female to stay and bond with me?!
They must know how powerful they made me. But I will NOT bend to their will. I REFUSE. I don't care if they beat me, burn me, or even kill me... I won't be their tool. Their weapon..
