NCT JENO (and others) imagines

jeno SAD 1

how to stop liking someone?

jeno lee, one of the popular boys at school, known for his good looks, good grades and athletic abilities.

the first time you talked to him was a funny memory. he was getting mad, sitting next to you because of the roll call order, mumbling to himself about the new timetable.

"ugh hate maths."

you laughed a little, and asked him, "whats wrong with maths?" 

he ignored you, his ears turning red. 

the next time you noticed him was around a month later during a pe lesson. he was playing basketball on the other side of the courts and you admired his control over the ball. 

funny, since you were in the same class and roll call, but you never really noticed him. 

you felt that you became more and more attracted to him, and you found yourself staring uncontrolablly at him in class.

his deep "heheheh" laughs, his mumbling-to-himself-in-exams, his shiny dyed blonde hair shining in the sun.  

you looked forward to roll call, liking when he would enter the classroom with his popular friend jaemin and say, "Hi jaaeemin." in a friendly but monotone voice. it was funny. 

using the excuse of grabbing your water bottle, you'd turn to steal a glance at him. he'd be laughing and talking with jaemin about his last baseball match or something. 

lunch times you would go down to the courts to take just one look at him. just one look.

in class, you don't know how many looks you gave him.

your friend gave you his snapchat, you added him successfully. 

and you might've stalked him on the class discord server too. 

oh and words couldn't describe how happy you were when he followed you on instagram. 

you texted him once after the history exam

@ jenolee_808 (fake acc)

you: hey jeno :) how was history?

jeno: how did u do?

you: good, i passed. i did good on the last question

jeno: i got a B but it could've been better. i stuffed up the first question or i could've gotten above 20

you: theres only 25 marks how much u want lol

jeno: eh couldve done better, i wouldve gotten 20 something if i didnt mess up the first 2 questions 

you: wasnt the 1st question about the inventions?

jeno: yea, i put down canals as one. it was originally created by the chinese so it didnt count as the question asked for industrial revolution.

then you wished him luck for english exam on snap, to which he replied: