Torn, between love and reality

#4 L.A. Trip

CASSIDY POV

I woke up to find myself in an empty bed, i didnt get much sleep last night cause the only thing i could think about was if Matt was alright. he didnt seem upset yesterday but the way he was acting? he left without telling anyone, he locked is door, and left me on read and wouldn't let me in his room. i had to bunk with Chris, dont get me wrong Chris is a fantastic guy hes hilarious and out going but for some reason i didnt wanna hang out with him as much as i did Matt. I got out of bed and headed downstairs to find Nick in the kitchen making breakfast. I'm alot of things but a morning person i am definitly not so when Nick started talking to me i just wanted him to stop.

"Good morning sleepy head" Nick said as he looked back down at what he was doing.

"Morning, what time even is it?" I asked i wasnt really sure how long i had slept

"1:30pm you must have been tired to sleep that long, but to be fair we didnt go to bed til like 2 in the morning so that could factor in" Chris stated.

"Is Matt stil asleep?" i looked around and Matt was no where to be found,

"Ummm ya i think so, he usually doesn't sleep this long tho, like damn hes usually the first one awake." Nick replied also looking around for Matt

"im gonna go see if he's alright, he might be sick or something" Chris said as he started to head upstairs

"HE BETTER NOT BE WE HAVE BIG PLANS TODAY!!" Nick shouted as Chris ignored him

"what big plans do you guys have today?" i ask kinda sad because that means I have to go home because im not gonna stay at their house alone thats rude.

"Our manager Laura is in L.A. so we have to fly out their, we usually fly out their for about 2-3 months then come back here to boston and it just goes back and fourth,"

my heart dropped when he said that, 3 months? i just met them and we just became friends. who am i gonna hang out with im gonna be stuck at home with my parents. but its not like i can change anything its their life they have their own obligations.

"your manager? what is she your manager for?" i asked, hey i was curious

"You know curiousity killed the cat"  Nick chuckles

"Ya well satisfaction brought it back" i reply with a shrug

"Touche, she manages our youtube channel and all of our big meetings and stuff, we have to fly out their sooner then we thought because we are hosting a Meet n Greet for our fans," wowww thats insane

"Oh yall do youtube thats amazing! how many subscribers do you guys have?" i reply thinking it would be like 100k or something

"we just hit 5mil subs" 5mil?!? that is insane how have i not seen them before?

"HOLY SHIT THATS INCREDIBLE!! thats a lot of people how have i not seen your channel before?" i reply in shock

"i dont know but honestly im glad you havent seen it yet, because now i know your an actual friend and not someone who is just getting close to us for fame and money."