I hated to trust you

9. The Miracle

Tw: smut

*Raena's POV*

"I hate you for calling me that," I moaned and lifted her chin to capture plum lips with my own. A cloud of spicy warmth hit my nostrils, turning my head into a carousel. Warmth reeked through my chest and it poured into every inch of my longing body, leaving my gestures calling for nothing less but her. Tongue invading her mouth, the hum she released forced waves of vibrations to tingle my insides, coming after my wishes. "I hate you for doing—"

"—Doing you so very well?" Moiraine fiddled with the hem of my skirt, brushing her finger over my bare stomach. Although the fabric was flowing all around my legs in the water, sticking to my skin, the piece of clothing soon enough swam next to us. I was left bottomless in front of the woman who had never done anything but what she thought was best for me. A woman never stopped by my attempts to push her away. Why did she not stay away? How did she not feel the need to slap me across the face, when I behave like a cunt? "Let me fuck that tension away. Keep telling me how much you hate this..."

Question answered then.

With her teeth buried in the crook of my neck and deep breaths of approval slipping over my lips, she roamed my sides with skilled movements. Rough fingertips digged into my skin, showing just how frustrated she was with me. The way she allowed her movements to speak for herself was delicate and hot. Yet, it answered so many more questions. She enjoyed this more than anything.

Electricity flashed through every inch of skin she touched, streaming to my core and gathering and building up the pleasure.

"Say it," Moiraine cooed and bit down on my earlobe, luring a moan from my throat. A stream of heat traveled from my ear down my neck, demanding the hairs on my body to rise.

"I hate this." In reply to my breathy words touching her cheek she reached for my thighs and pulled my bare chest against herself. My crotch pulsated as if needy and asking for her touch. I would not put it behind me to beg for friction, these few days I had spent here with her made very clear how I had changed. Inching closer to her lips, mine briefly brushed against hers. "I hate this, so much..." A smirk tugged at my mouth and Moiraine pulled me into a sloppy smooch, with an instant.

"Good," she whispered and slipped her hands under my ass, though her tone was hiding a dryness beneath. "Legs around me," the brunette demanded and I obeyed, feeling my cheeks burning.

With teasing strokes she creeped closer and closer to the place I needed her most. Propped onto the warm and smooth stones on the left side of the pond, I had no chance to even voice a demand. A demand forcing her to take the tension from me. One moment my legs were from my calves to my toes dipping into the water and next I was on my back and she feasted on my inner thighs.

"No teasing... please," I hummed and grabbed over my head, feeling the cool grass between my fingers. Teeth grazing my skin, she moved towards the heated center of my crotch. One hand grabbing nature, the other tangled in her slightly wet hair, I pushed her to my throbbing clit. "Moiraine—"

A high pitched squirm erupted my lips once she placed my thighs over her shoulders and pulled my body closer. My eyelids relaxed as well as the grip I hold on her hair. A beam stretched over my face and a soft chuckle couldn't be kept inside of me.

Her hot, wet tongue ran flattened from the bottom of my pussy to the mound of Venus. One arm slung around my thigh, pinning me in place meanwhile her free hand ran up the line from my lower abdomen to my chest.

"I adore how soft you are, little dragon. Your skin— ahh," Moiraine moaned and dragged her tongue in serpentines through my folds. There it was again, that little something in her tone. "Tell me..." The brunette hummed into me, the vibrations allowing electricity to bloom in my body. "Do you hate it when I am on top?"

"No—" She captured my clit in-between her teeth, the sharp pain earning my thighs to clench, only for her to pry them open even wider. "Yes!" I corrected and felt her lips pressing kisses, pepper light, to the bud. "Yes, I hate it..."

Thumbs gently digging into my hip, she drew circles. "I'll make you swear an oath. You are exhausting my patience with all these lies." And without a warning, cold fingers entered me and a suck to my clit left me crying out.

Back arched and hips risen for a moment, Moiraine's tongue flicked my bean and allowed my skin to heat up. My heartbeat became heavy and it seemed to travel to the my crotch. Wave after wave of pleasure brushed the shore of my existence.

The warm and pressuring tingles, mingling within dragged me into a state of oblivion. I did not think about anything. All I did was feel. I felt her inside of me. Not just physically, but mentally so too. Moiraine had gotten into my head and all I could hear were the soft whispers of memories, hidden for ages. Her voice was bittersweet as it cooed to let go. "Let go" it said. Let go?

What was I doing here?

"It's all I have." My voice was shaking, before my legs did and even before I noticed tears running down my face again. "I can not loose her..."

A warm hand tenderly found it's place on my cheek, though I was surprised to find the waves of pleasure not pausing or fading. My head rose slightly, just to be met with her gentle gaze right in front of me.

"My little dragon, you would never loose your mother. The memory of her will live within you." My jaw clenched and I desperately tried to oppress the tightening of my lower abdomen, however the knot inside my middle traveled south and my legs spasmed even stronger. The steadiness of Moiraine's fingers pounding into me left me gasping for air. "You can let go of the anger, you will not disappoint Laena." My tears were wiped gently, before I realized my body and mind were truly connected. My whole being tensed as the high reeked through me like a flash of lightning in a thunderstorm. Pulled up into her arms and back into the pond, I had not choice but to hold onto the woman. Tears rolled down my cheeks, sobs bursted free from my chest as if captured for an eternity. "Letting go of that anger does not affect your connection to her."

Strong arms around my upper body kept me close, though once I took her words to heart I found myself floating in the water. Alone. My mind was quiet and I truly felt alone, even if I was not.

The quiet brook hit the surface somewhere beside me. Shoulders rolled back, I finally felt her touch on my body again. Eyes shot open I stared into her soft features. My hand reached for her arm, holding onto it whilst I did exactly what I should have done years prior. A warmth tingled through my entire being and I let my body fall into her embrace.

Neither of us spoke as we were standing in the middle of the pond, me butt-naked clinging to her very much fully clothed body. Head leaned against her chest, the heartbeat of a calm pace brought me back to peace. True peace. With every breath I drew and exhaled, the anger faded more and more.

"All these years I only hated how much I loved you." Tears welled over my eyes and the embrace tightened. "I hated it because I could not stop thinking about you. I never did stop," I confessed in a whisper and my heart bursted with warmth, once Moiraine's hands painted comforting circles on my back.

Fingers embracing my face, I was forced to look at her. Her head tilted ever so lightly and gentle strokes brushed wet hair out of my face. "You, my love, are the blood running through my veins. My heart simply cannot function without you. Without you I am not. I love you no matter what." Soft wrinkles formed between her brows, before her forehead touched mine. "Give me a chance to rekindle the life we once shared. Allow the wounds of our past to heal. Allow yourself to heal."

She was asking of me to build our future together again. A way to reconcile and to embrace the love we had shared once before, though I did not believe we still felt the same way as we did back then.

"Moiraine—" I was silenced by her lips. Butterflies filled my belly as intense as never before. So very present, I melted into her kiss. Cheeks flushed, a similar heat made it's appearance lower on my body. Something seemed to actually storm within my middle and once my eyes ripped open, the tingling light within my middle left me gasping for air. "What is happening?" My lungs earned my torso to heave erratically, whilst my heartbeat became more prominent inside my own head. "Moiraine!" The feeling intensified to a point where I eventually was filled with such fear of the burning sensation spreading over my skin, I was seeing white dots.