Chapter 4: Things Never get Better

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August 10th, 2014

I can't stop crying, I don't think that my life can get worse. I'm dreading Jason's anniversary, I can't stop thinking about how much my life would be different if I would've picked up his phone call that night. I'm starting to feel suicidal. Earlier this morning, I almost killed myself, my dad beats me every night when he comes home from the bar and my mom could care less if I lived or not. So, I laid down on my hardwood floor and took my sharpest razor and cut down vertically on my arm and then the other, it felt so painful I began to laugh. It was peaceful, I was tingly and my legs got really numb, I was about to let go, until I saw the necklace Jason gave me before he went missing, lying on my dresser. I almost let go, I could've, but I stopped myself and made a U-turn on the highway of death.

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