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01/04

holy shit. my body is still kind of shaky. or at least my arms. and legs. this is embarrassing. me and jisung had sex. i didn't even plan for it to happen. he just... with the tears... and the desperation in his voice... i can't explain it. but it was the best feeling i've ever experienced. jisung seemed very experienced. jeez i can't stop thinking about him. he looked so perfect. so innocent but still so fucking hot. ew, this is extremely embarrassing to write. but yeah. i think... i think i might really like him. in the midst of it, he told me he loved me. i was in absolute shock. but it made my heart beat fast. i can't believe it. what the fuck. is this against my plan? i'm making him like me more by doing this, right? yeah let's say that. he's asleep on my bed now. things went a little too far, maybe. but it's okay. i hope he's all right. and i hope he feels safe enough to join me in a killing spree soon enough. that would be fun.

- minho

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