POSSESSIVE

SIXTEEN

"Let's sign a sex contract as a submissive and a dominant."

I slammed my hands on her desk, along with the contract. I said so boldly but right as I blurted out the words, I regretted them to the point that if I could, I would reverse the time right now and go back to the time when I hadn't met Lalisa yet. Hell, if I could, I wouldn't want to meet her ever again. Ever since I met her, my whole world has turned upside down.

How can I undo the mistake I've made just now?

Past few weeks.

What should I do? I feel like I've lost it. Not only did I make such a big mistake but I lost my orgasm with it. Yup, you heard that right. Ever since that night, I haven't been able to cum by myself. How did I get here?

It started with me having wet dreams of her. After that day, Lisa started sneaking into my bed after I went to sleep. Not creepy at all. Note the sarcasm. And I always woke up with her morning wood digging into my hips.

To save myself the embarrassment, I slept right away but that sleep always ends up giving me wet dreams. So, the second time I opened my eyes, I always found myself wet.

The first few weeks I endured it because I can't bear to finger myself while thinking of Lisbitch but a girl can only endure so much. I ended up deciding to get her out of my system. I don't even know how I ended up with that conclusion but I did. I ended up using every method to make myself orgasm but then I came to a horrible realization that I'm unable to cum by myself.

My dildos, who have been my best friend in need, don't work on me anymore. I felt empty inside even with a big ass dildo. And the worst part was that I wanted it to be her cock inside me, not a dildo.

The conclusion I came up with freaked me out to no end. There's no way I became addicted to her cock after just one fuck. Though it wasn't only once we fucked that day.

But no matter what, I can't let this happen to me. So, with a new burning passion, I tried to get myself off using videos, one-shots, and so on. Again, I failed the mission miserably.

Though I ended up discovering something that intrigued me. BDSM.

When I came across it, it made me curious, and so for days I did my research and I came to an even more awful conclusion. Lisa is a dom. Now I know what she meant by "little sub."

That wasn't the end of my misery though. After my research, I found myself having wet dreams in which I dreamed about Lisa dominating me. I have no words to explain what I feel right now.

Remorseful? Yes.

Frustrated? Of course.

Horny? Definitely.

Wishful of Lalisa fucking me again? You already know the answer. It's a 100% yes. Thousand times yes. Yes. yes.

But do I beg for it? A million times no.

But why do I have to beg for it when Lisa can make the first move? Well, that's the biggest problem here. She has been too well-behaved lately. She doesn't touch me like she used to, and she doesn't make any sexual comments either. It's like she's another person. Though she still gets on my nerves like before.

I've been waiting for her to make a move on me so I can "reluctantly " accept her advantages, but no, she didn't make any move on me. It's so frustrating that it's killing me. I can't hold this sexual desire any longer. It feels like I'm going to burst. The fact that I've been reading BDSM stories doesn't help my case at all. How can I desire something I've never tried before?

I want to be tied up, gagged, spanked, and choked so badly.

I wasn't supposed to fuck up that bad. Oh, it wasn't me who fucked, I was fucked.

And that fucking got me here.

And thats how I ended up deciding on entering into a sex contract with Lisa. I mean I should be fucking anyone but her. But she's so fucking good at it that I want more. Plus, I'm not at a loss here. I don't have to go out of my way to find a dominant for me when I have that in my home, I should be making good use of available resources. I can get the d and dom any time I want. It's a profit for me really.

Plus I will be safe here. I don't know about the BDSM world that well and some creeps could benefit from it. I'm doing this for my security.
I didn't waste any time typing out a contract that benefits both of us. Just that I regret making the decision so hastily.

Present.

"What did you just say?" Lisa asked me with a smirk. I knew it. I shouldn't have done this.

"I didn't say anything. Forget that I visited you today," I turned on my heels and flew towards the door.

"Where do you think you're going?" Lisa slammed the door shut before I could escape from the

"I can't send you back before fulfilling your wish. You even prepared a contract," I clicked my tongue in annoyance.

"Don't test my patience," I gritted out.

"What did I do? I'm just telling you I can make your wish come true, especially since you came to me on your own accord," I hate the smile in her words. It makes me want to strangle her to death.

"And I regret the decision already." her chuckle vibrated against my back.

"Come here," she pulled me towards her desk and made me sit on her lap. She then signed the contract without any hesitation.

"You didn't read the contract. I could've tricked you into signing all your assets for me," I commented.

"I don't mind. You're going to be its owner after we marry anyway," she said, nuzzling my neck.

"Don't tempt me, Lalisa. I might just marry you and then kill you after getting your assets," I snorted.

"Never knew you wanted to marry me so desperately."

"In your imagination," I gritted out.

"As long that imagination ends up with me fucking you."

"I'm out of here," I jumped up from her lap and escaped from her clutches before I lost my composure.

Non-existence composure. My subconscious snorted.

I hate my mind sometimes. It's so two-faced. On one hand, it wants me to do this and on another side, it wants me to do that. Just what am I supposed to do?

Ugh, I need a coffee. And something sweet in my system to lift my mood.

"Miyeon, do you want to go grab a coffee," I shouted from the living room.

"Sure, just give me a minute," she shouted back.

This is how a real friend should be. I mentally blew a kiss to her.