A/N: would you guys want a chapter in third person or do you prefer first person? also for the next few chapters there will be a lot of social media but it will be balanced by real life dw ⚠️TW: abuse
Estelle's Pov:
I feel like my life just snapped into place. I'm opening for Taylor Swift and then also playing as her guitarist. It's the most insane thing that's ever happened to me, other than the time when I was 11 and won a week's worth of groceries. It's 2 am and I'm screaming on the roof. I'm lying on my back on top of the table, there's a party somewhere in the building but it's completely drowned out by my screams. Screaming on my rooftop, at this point, is something I do on the regular. Although to be honest I'm not screaming per se, I'm very happily, or not so happily more often than not, yelling my thoughts and feelings into the night. Which I will say is one of the less self-destructive therapeutic practices in my life. After all of the not very nice things I've screamed to the universe, I think it's starting to feel bad for me and finally given me something good. The one thing I miss about NZ is the stars, seeing stars in Manhattan, were light pollution is through the roof, is not very easy so now I watch as helicopters and planes fly swiftly over me, sometimes circling around before continuing.
"No mommy, I don't want to go, I want to stay here" I cried as the plane left the ground, LA looking smaller and smaller.
"shut up Estelle,"
"mommy I want to stay with daddy, please, mommy,"
"Estelle, mommy is better ok? he doesn't love you,"
"but I love daddy, I want to stay with daddy,"
"too bad,"
"mommy no, I want to stay here, please,"
"estelle don't make me tell you again,"
"BUT I WANT DADDY"
I felt her hand make contact with my cheek as my face smacked into the side of the airplane seat. The sharp sound of contact ringed in my ears I felt my face heat and tears formed in my eyes. Making myself as small as possible, tears rolled quickly down my cheeks as I huddled in the corner of my seat, while fellow passengers shot us disapproving looks.
My phone buzzes loudly pulling me out from my thoughts. The notification reads 'Messages: The Taylor Swift'. I click on the notification which brings me to the chat.
The Taylor Swift
sitting on my couch drunk and confused hbu.
I laugh, she's funny.
Me
lying on my roof not drunk just confused
The Taylor Swift
hold on
The Taylor Swift
i can see you
[sent an attachment: 1 video]
I tap the video. She's stumbling off her couch and running up to the roof, then giggling as she flips the camera around and zooming in on the roof of my building even though you can't actually see me in the video.
Me
so you are a stalker
The Taylor Swift
I am not
Me
that video says tells a different story
The Taylor Swift
i want your snap
Me
that's so random
The Taylor Swift
are you not going to give it to me?
Me
Estellemanning93
[read 2:11 am]
Snapchat: taylor 💜 sent you a friend request
I'm beyond confused at this point but I accept the friend request.
taylor 💜
🟪 New Snap
I click on the snap, she's so random. Her hair is held back in a messy bun, her bangs fluffed up with her natural curls and she's wearing a giant hoodie of some sort. She's holding a large glass of red wine and jumping around on the roof with a song that I can't make out in the background. I send a video back of my camera panning around so you can see all the buildings around mine and writing 'I don't see you.'
taylor 💜
🟪 New Snap
Again I click on the snap, this time she is on some kind of rant on how to find her building from mine by describing different buildings.
"find the big, tall building with the circley shaped windows and then two down you should see a really really tall one that has a really really short one next to it and then if you go directly across you should see a building that has a bunch of green lights, that's not mine, then..." she pointing at different buildings to demonstrate but the camera is shaking so much that everything is a blur. Then I hear a man's voice say "Taylor come inside it's cold up here," followed by Taylor giggling and running away. "Taylor you have a big interview tomorrow you can't be sick," the voice says again and this time Taylor runs towards the voice and shoves the camera in his face. "Joeeee, say hi to Estelle," she giggles, he gives the camera a tight lipped smiled before dragging Taylor back inside when the video ends.
She is DRUNK.
I send back a snap of the moon, writing 'hi joe'.
taylor 💜
🟥 New Snap
she's zooming in on the moon from her window with the writing 'we're looking at the same moon.' I snap her back a video of me going back inside while saying "listening to Joe's advice," It's much warmer inside I make myself comfortable on the couch with a mug of tea, relaxing into the soft material. I switch on the TV to Grey's Anatomy, I've probably watched the entire show about 10 times now, but still, it's my favourite show. After a few moments I realise I will probably fall asleep watch this I walk back up to my room with my tea and snuggle under the covers. I switch my bedroom tv to Grey's and continue watching. I can feel my eyes start to droop and my body relaxing more.
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It's now 6pm and I'm sitting in my kitchen, the new Taylor interview just dropped so decide to watch it as I eat dinner. Unlike her snaps from last night she hair was pin straight and her bangs fell evenly across her forehead but it looked just as good. She always looks so put together and speaks with a intelligent caliber it's so entrancing. Every word she says you are drawn to. However she lets her silly side slip and that just shows how she is still human and a person. I loved that about her, living in Manhattan and also my dad being who he is, I have met my share of celebrities and I will say Taylor is one of the nicest I've ever met. She really hasn't let the fame go to her head unlike so of the other a-listers I've met with the same amount of fame or more often than not less fame than her. She's truly a humble person and that makes me respect her all the more.
Me
Just watched the interview, you were amazing, you spoke so well.
The Taylor Swift
Thank you so muchhhh, that's so nice of you to say
Me
You remind me so much of Lorelai
The Taylor Swift
from gilmore girls?!
Me
Yessssss
The Taylor Swift
I love Lorelai, I love gilmore girls
Me
sameeee
The Taylor Swift
omg this is so funny because gigi has decided it host a gilmore girls watch party on thursday with everyone, I would love if you came
Me
Gigi doesn't even know who I am
The Taylor Swift
Trust me she does, Joe had a field day telling Gigi and Zayn about last night drunkenness over lunch.
Me
Even so, I don't imagine your friends would want me there, I'm not even like anything
The Taylor Swift
stop, they would love you, you're obviously something since you're opening for me, please come
Me
ok ok yes.
The Taylor Swift
Yay, I'll text you tomorrow Joe wants to go out for dinner
[read 6:16 pm]
A/N: THIS IS SO SHORT IM SORRY, gaylor twt is so funny rn. i promise i will update soon ive been busy but yayaya. enjoyyyy love ya :) (again uneditted i'll probably only fully edit this once its completed im so sorry)
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FanfictionTaylor Swift was a global music icon Estelle Manning was a girl who enjoyed busking occasionally That's until she ended up on stage with Taylor Swift. This is an original piece of work and characters or scenarios that seem to be similar or the same...
