you're my last forever

she hugged me

still Lena's pov :

It's finally time to meet Ney , I miss him so much and we haven't seen each other for only 2-3 days

When someone is both your friend and family, you miss them every second

Ney❤️
,, where are you ,,

               ,, I'm going out now, be patient,,

,, I can't, come on,,

And I saw him!

I hugged him so tight.

He is my favorite person, I swear.

,, where are you Lens, what's up, tell me everything,,

,, I missed you a lot... I have a lot to tell you,,

,, then start talking more,,

,, so Pablo remembered me and I am in a relationship with Ferran Torres,,

,, you really don't know how to choose boyfriends, my mother,,

,, Neyyyy!!!! That was rude,,

I laughed.

,,Lens, why do I have the feeling that you haven't told me everything?,,

,, yes i mean, Pablo is weird,,

,, what do you mean weird ?,,

,, totally avoids any communication with me,,

,, what do you mean ?,,

,, so he invited me, he and Pedri to go out and I told him that I can't do it for these 3 days and he just left,,

"What exactly did you tell him?"

,, so that I go out with you and Ferran on a date the day after tomorrow,,

,, if he isn't maybe jealous that you are dating him,,

,, how do you mean jealous, he is my friend,,

,, maybe Gavi wants something more, but he is afraid to tell you how,,

What he just said is pure nonsense

Because like, Pablo has feelings for me hahaha

That is simply not possible!

,, Ney, that's nonsense,,

,, how do you want to understand that, Lens,,

,, ok, it's late, I have to go, see you tomorrow at the game,,

I kissed him on the cheek and left.

I thought about Ney's words all the time

What if Pablo really wants something with me

What if he's really in love with me?!

No it's not. It is not possible

I am going to write him a message, I want to know for sure that he is not angry with me

Because he is certainly not in love

Pablo💕

              ,, hey Pablo, how are you? ,,

,, I'm fine, now I'm back from walking with Pedri, the city is beautiful💕,,

                                    ,, it's real💗,,

"Princesa, I'm sorry that I left like that, it was a bad day for me, take care of yourself and
see you tomorrow 💗,,

                         ,, see you, night 💘,,
                          liked by Pablo💕

On the one hand, I'm glad because Pablo is not angry with me, but on the other hand, I don't understand him.

Why did he have a bad day?

Did something happen?

Why don't you want to say anything to me?

Is it really because of me and Ferran?

No, that certainly cannot be true.

Shortly after that I heard crying outside my room

The cry  was very familiar to me... no, it's not possible

Pablo!

,, Pablooooo,,

,,Princesa, what are you doing here?,,

,, what are you doing here and why are you crying,,

,, everything is fine and I'm not crying,,

Pablo's pov :

She knew I was crying because she knows me, but I couldn't tell her that I was crying because of her.

I didn't even know why I was crying.

But a few moments ago I saw Ferran coming out of her room, and I couldn't help myself.

Tears really came to my eyes.

I'm really starting to wonder what's happening to me

Pablo, you can tell me anything, you know I'm here for you

I know princesa, but I really can't do this.

"I know princesa, but everything is really fine, don't worry"

She hugged me!

She has the most tender and beautiful hugs

I smiled and we said goodbye

Next day

Oh match day, how I love those days...

We are playing against PSG and I hope we will win against them 

Maybe it's the pre-season , but my desire is always the same, I want to win, no matter how big or small it is

It's already 10 o'clock, everyone is at breakfast except me, I fell asleep, but that's better than being tired for tonight's game

I saw Pedri, Lena and Ferran sitting at the same table, but I decided to go to Fermin because I can't

But Pedri saw me and approached me

,, hermano, come here to us,,

Pedri, you really had to say that, obviously I have no choice

,, okeyy,,

Lena's pov :

I saw Pablo walking towards us and I felt a cramp, I don't even know why

And just at that moment, Ferran kissed me while giving me a croissant

I felt bad, even though I know that Pablo and I have no feelings for each other, for some reason it feels strange to kiss Ferran in front of him

Maybe because Pablo was my first summer love?

Is it even possible to get over the first summer love?

I love Ferran, I love the way he kisses me, the way he hugs me, but I don't know why I still look at Pablo with special eyes.

I have to take my mind off that and focus on me and Ferran

Nevertheless, he is the man I want to be with and whom I love with all my soul and all my body

I know that we have known each other for such a short time, but he has become one of the most important people in my life

I love Ferran so much but I don't want to hurt Gavi

But why would I?

He is my friend and Ferran is also his best friend, he is certainly happy for us

end of chapter 4

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