you're my last forever

Happy birthday Pablo

Pablo's pov :

I went to Lena's room, it was strange that she left like that, and Pedri told me to try to talk to her. Pedri was also right when he said that no matter what happened between us, I take care of her.

I knocked on the door and entered

"Lena, can I come"

"um, yes of course"

She sounded very strange to me, probably because of me, but I had to know why she was like that, I'm just worried.

"Do you need anything Gavi"

Oh no...I'll never get used to it Gavi, really never
like, can you please call me Pablo.

"I wanted to ask you why you just left like that, I understand why you don't talk to me, but Pedri?"

"I didn't want to listen to things that don't concern me"

" what do you mean? Well, we talked about my birthday tomorrow"

"exactly Gavi"

Uhhh Gavi... but I still don't understand what the matter is.

"I don't understand Lena, can you explain?"

" Well, isn't it obvious Gavi? "

"isn't it obvious what Lena?"

"Look, we're not 10-year-old kids so we don't know how things are, Gavi, I know that you don't want me at that party tomorrow and don't worry, I won't be there, you don't have to pretend that I don't feel bad"

Wow, I really didn't expect this, I know we broke up and it's all clear to me, but that's no reason I don't want her there.

Yes, she hurt me a lot, but I really need her tomorrow at that party, whatever happens between us

"are you serious?"

"I am, why?"

"Lena, I know that we broke up and you hurt me, and I don't know if I'll ever be able to trust you again, and believe me, I know how much it hurts what I'm talking about right now because Lena, believe it or not, it hurts me too, it hurts me to lose you, but I just can't just forget what happened..."

"Pablo, believe me, I understand you, even I could not forgive myself for what I did to you, you have every right to be angry and hate me for the rest of your life, believe me, I am the last person who will hold this against you because I know how bad a person I am."

Did she say Pablo ?

And does she really think that I can ever hate her?!!!

"wow slow down a bit, what you did was bad, I lost all trust after that, I lost you after that but that doesn't mean I hate you, Lena I really tried but it didn't work and I want you to be at that party tomorrow, and if we are not on good terms, I want you at that party"

Lena's pov :

It really put a big smile on my face when Pablo said he wanted me at the party

I thought he hated me, but I was obviously mistaken.

Maybe it's not quite over for the two of us, maybe in a few weeks, months or years the time will come for us again, maybe one day our paths will meet again.

"you really think that"

"yes Lena"

After that he approached me and whispered

"I will never be able to hate you because you will always be my first love, no matter how many people pass through my life"

I smiled and he left.