you couldn't be together, your clans hated each other, you lived under a fear that someone will see you, and you will get into big trouble. but you couldn't resist him and his adoration towards you. life wasn't easy for you, until...
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life after getos absence, i've been feeling empty this past year and a half, thinking and rethinking what i've could've done to prevent him from leaving, but the thought of y/n always warms my heart, shes the light i live for right now. thats what was on his mind all these years.
november of 2006.
not awhile ago, i lost my best friend due to his other plan on how to make the world a better place.
the first impression of that girl from the saito clan, y/n saito. that im not aloud to speak to, didn't go as planned.
after our deal, i felt alone again. i felt like something changed me, that talk was short, but i felt like i have a will to live, so in the future, i can finally talk to her.
back to november of 2008
going to the club with nanami and our second years, was a good distraction from all the mess in my life, after sobbing all night long thinking why im the chosen one, and the honoured one, and why no one can compete with me, i truly thought seeing other people, and getting a bit drunk will make me happier and light-headed.
choosing and outfit, was a difficult thing, since i really had no idea what to wear. i sighed. "hmmmm, lets see, im gonna go with something a bit open, since its hot outside"
(the outfit gojo chose)
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(I SEARCHED UP MAFIA OUTFITS, TO FIND THIS)
"hello gojo, are you ready ?" asked nanami, as he entered the room.
"ahhh nanaaaaamiiiiiiiii!!!!!" i said screaming in a joyful tone, while running to him and putting my hand on his shoulder.
he groaned.
"you weren't in school for months, is it because of ..?" i said as i got more serious
"yeah... i found a job in a office, but i just plan to graduate and leave for good later" he sighed as he looked down.
"ahhh nanami, dont think about the future right now, live in the present" i said as i formed a peace sign and smiled.
he groaned again.
"are you guys ready there ??" somebody from the kyoto school asked.
"yeah yeah, we are coming" i said as i got down the stairs where all the guys were waiting for us.
the bar was quite far away, but being with them, their presence was making me, alive, again.
when we got there, like always i got attention, attention i didn't even need, since i wish it was her giving me all the attention.
i sighed, looking around, forgetting that i could just sense the cursed energy, since i heard that the girls were coming too, i still wishing she was there, at least to look at her.
"ohhhh mei-san, didn't know you were here, oh and utahime the weakling is also here"i said looking down while smirking at her.
shes so easy to tease. i said as i saw her turning red from anger, is this her humour ? i sighed.
"gojoooooo, you're a dead man" she said as she pointed right in my face.
i chuckled.
"you are too weak to kill me anyways" i said as i started to get bored.
my gaze slowly turned to shoko laughing while dragging a girl into the back room. wonder who that is ? i said as put my hand on my face while tilting my head, knowing damn well who it was.
my legs just forced me to follow them, my heart started beating harder as i ran to the door, trying to be quiet so i can spy on them, wishing to hear her voice after all these years, to hear her laugh, to make her laugh.
