i have always been the observer,
i have my own mindset,
which i think the world revolves
around your academics,
because of that,
i have a fear of failing.
high expectation,
i never achieved what people
expect me to achieve,
why do they call me 4 flat kid,
when i have never achieved that,
i always try to achieve it,
but everytime i fail to achieve it,
i just sit in the corner,
looking at my 3.97,
and think what i didnt do to get 4 flat.
dark isolation,
i dont know how to express my feelings,
so i either scream or cry,
or stare at the ceiling,
until my tears start to dry.
why am i not enough ?
why cant i see right through me ?
why they always see right through me ?
YOU ARE READING
reminiscing
Poetrywriting because i dont know how to talk about my problems the old ones were poorly written
