Epilogue

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One year has passed, yet the events of last year remain fresh in my mind

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One year has passed, yet the events of last year remain fresh in my mind. I never anticipated enduring the pain I felt when my father passed away. 

I'm numb due to my familiarity with pain. No tears grace my eyes, yet deep inside, I hold myself accountable. I'll await Zorozzin, whether in life or death, for my love endures.

"Anak" 

Hindi ko tinignan ang nagsalita  pero alam kong si mama yun. Nandito ako sa bahay nila. Of all people hindi ko inaasahan na si mama ang mag-aalaga sakin. Matagal ko na siyang napatawad sa mga kasalanan niya. Wala na ako natitirang galit sakanya at sa pamilya niya. 

I speak to them formally and respectfully because she is still my mother , the one who gave birth to me in this world. Regardless of how much she may wrong me, I choose to forgive her, understanding that no one is perfect in this world.

"Anak? Venus okay kalang ba?"

Natauhan ako at tumingin sakanya. Pinagmasdan ko ang mukha niya kahit matandan na siya bakas parin ang kagandahan sa mukha niya. Malalam ang mga mata niya na nakatingin sakin at mukhang kontento na siya sa buhay na meron siya kay tito lorenzo

Siguro nga, tao lang ang mama ko at nagmamahal at nahanap niya yun kay tito lorenzo. Pagnagmahal ka nakakagawa ka ng pagkakamali para sa taong minamahal mo. All you can do is to have time to heal yourself, love yourself first and when you're okay, forgive those person who may hurt you. I forgive my mother but that doesn't  mean na hindi ko makakalimutan ang mga sakit ni papa nung iniwan niya siya.

Tumingin ako kay mama bago tumango. "Okay lang, ma."

Napahinga naman ito ng maluwag at hinala ako patayo. "Magready ka na at magbihis, linggo ngayon. Magsisimba tayo bago ang pumunta ng Los angeles dun natin icecelebrate birthday ng ading mo,double." At  ngumiti siya ng makahulugan

She's weird today

"Okay"

When Mom left my room, I immediately looked for decent clothes. I saw a white dress with a vintage fairy design. It's so simple that I immediately took it and put it on. I just let my red hair down.

 I just let my red hair down

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