" The Metanoia," 🤍 [JJK // FF°▪︎°]

part 21

( jungkook pov )

" I slowly woke up of my deep slumber still eyes closed . I remembered I fainted in kitchen early in the morning, that was because . I went to drop yuna off at her house at midnight. It was already so late so I didn't let her go alone . And before that I was already feeling quite chilly and when I returned home after seeing her off thoughts of mine and yn started coming back in my mind causing me to feel overwhelming sense of guilt again and just like that when I was thinking only about her that how much she felt uncomfortable at that time when I kissed her was making me more uneasy and While thinking about her I reclined down on couch my eyelids started to felt heavy and I unintentionally drift off to sleep , AC of living room was still on at that time and it started to felt more chilly in the living room where I slept on couch only to awaken the next morning with a raging fever..

" ah- my head- it hurts ... I groan softly feeling weight of my own sickness, my head felt heavy and body is weak ,as if I had been spinning in circles all day long , why I'm feeling so dumb ...

" I need to marry someone soon who will look after me ... I talked to myself but I came back to my senses as soon I realized what I said just few seconds ago ...

" WHAT! are you serious jungkook you're already married ah- I think it's not my fault its fever who's taking over me and made me speak such a stupid things , but no matter what I said , yn she's still kid who can't even took care of herself how can she took care of me .., I thought in my head but what can I even do now *sighed* ...

" I slowly opened my eyes only to see the room dimly lit with light of lamp beside me, I slowly turned my head in the direction of clock and its already 8PM moreover it's dark outside now , i took a long breath and exhale it out , seems like I was sleeping for so long it's already night now ...

" as I slowly tries to sit up , my head start spinning again , causing me to wince in complete discomfort ...

" whao... my head.. it feels like I'm on roller coaster .., I uttered in whisper as my throat is dried , I mean I want water *sighed*

" I palmed up my face and closes my eyes , trying to regain my balance and ease the spinning sensation , I think it's better to relax myself first ...

" just breath jungkook... take it slow ... this dizziness will pass jungkook ... i whispered uttered to myself , I straightened myself as I took two three long breaths in n out and it worked I'm feeling so much better now ...

" I slowly removed my hands off my face and suddenly my eyes landed on front couch , *WAIT WHAT?*there's a girl her hairs covering her face completely , I rubbed my eyes making sure that I was seeing a girl or not but someone is really there my jaw dropped as beads of sweat started to appear on my forehead, am I scared ? No shutup jeonjungkook you're not scared I mean maybe yes , I gulp a lump in my throat ...

" and getting courage in me and with the utmost care I gently lowered my feets on floor getting out of bed , ensuring not to creat a single sound ...

" I slowly and silently started to walk towards her , just like a cheetah approaching its prey . With utmost caution. I carefully placed each step without making any type of noise , ok I agree I'm a young man with built body but I don't know why I'm feeling little just little little scared, my heart beat is also racing with each single step and now I'm finally near her that girl...

" seems like she's not ghost jungkook she's human. You're fearing for no reason but who the heck is she ? What is she doing in my room ? ... I talked to myself I was fearing for no reason .

" I slowly removed her hairs off her face and my eyes widened in disbelief, and jaw dropped and my mouth hung open in shock , unable to find words to Express my surprise. is she for real ? What the hell is this! What is she doing in my room . Huh? ... I stood up straight straightening my posture , I crossed my arms over my chest and looked at her with complete yet annoyed expression...