" The Metanoia," 🤍 [JJK // FF°▪︎°]

part 40

A/n :- wrote more than (3000+words) In this chapter with my bad health so I'm kindly ordering to do comments and vote, I hope you all will be considerate Thank you...

( yn pov)

"As I sat on the sofa in the living room, the clock ticking towards 7 pm, all our packing is complete. I glanced towards Mr. Jeon's room, wondering why he's taking so long. It's been nearly an hour, and I'm here waiting for him...

" Feeling a bit impatient, I got up from the couch, adjusted my light brown dress, and was about to head towards Mr. Jeon's room. However, my steps paused as I saw him finally emerging from his room ...

" My breath caught in my throat as I looked at him, from head to toe. Is something special today ? God! He's undeniably the most handsome man I've ever laid eyes on. Words fall short to describe his beauty; my eyes are truly blessed. Clad in a black shirt, black leather jacket, and fitted pants, his perfectly styled hair accentuating his forehead. Is he even real? It's surreal to think that the man I once had a crush on is now my husband, the one I've fallen deeply in love with..."

" When he suddenly touched my shoulder, I flinched, snapping back to reality. I looked up and met his mesmerizing dark eyes, losing myself in them just like the first time we met...

"Yn! What's wrong?" ... he called out my name, but I turned my head away, unable to hold his gaze...

"I-I'm fine," ..., I stammered while my heart racing as I spoke, placing a trembling hand on my chest before meeting his eyes again...

"Are you okay, Yn?" ..., he softly inquired, but the sudden closeness made my words stick in my throat. These days I saw a new concern in his eyes , something I hadn't seen in the past eight months of our marriage. It felt like a glimmer of hope, a chance to mend things, to change him. He was finally listening to me, becoming more comfortable with me. Maybe Yes, I can fix everything once more. From now on, I vow not to let him drift away from me. I'll be the healing balm to his unhealed wounds, the bandage to his pain...

" As I glanced at his face, I noticed his furrowed eyebrows and parted lips, filled with concern. He gently led me to the couch, making me sit down. Kneeling in front of me, he grasped my shoulder tightly, his voice trembling with worry...

"Yn, what's wrong? If you're not feeling well, we can cancel the trip. Let's go to your room; you need rest,"... he said in worry yet softly, his eyes searching for answers in mine, while his grip firm on my shoulder...

" Releasing my shoulder, he took my hand and helped me up...

"We're not going anywhere, Yn. Let's go to your room," ..., he murmured ordering turning to walk away. But Unexpectedly, I hugged him tightly from behind, as tears welled up in my eyes at the thought of his care. This is what I want from my husband, I felt elated, beyond words, tightening the embrace as my tears turned into gentle sobs...

" Hearing my sobs, he swiftly turned back, his eyes widening. He quickly hugged me back, running his fingers through my hair, his hand resting on my waist, holding me close to him...

" What's wrong, kid? Why the tears? , tell me... I couldn't help but hold onto the hug even tighter...

"S-sometimes it hurts, but I'm so happy today..." I whispered with a shaky voice amid my sobs, as he gently let go of the hug and cupped my face with his both hands , making me meet his gaze...

"What's hurting, kid? , calm down and tell me," ..., he again murmured, our eyes still locked while my lips trembling, and my throat dry, unable to speak. His eyes showed confusion and maybe some affection ...