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The Dirty Nerd - Chapter Thirteen

I lay in bed, alone and scrolling through my phone, while Michio ate lunch downstairs. I didn't feel like eating anymore due to what we talked about in the shower; it made my stomach churn.

I found some old videos of Ito and me from school. We were laughing, pushing each other around, and annoying each other, just like best friends do. These memories made me burst into tears because I missed him so much. I completely blocked him on all socials without warning and completely abandoned him for Michio,

"What have I done...?"

I had to call him.

I quickly found his number, unblocked it, and FaceTimed him. To my surprise, the call went through. He hadn't changed his number!

I swiftly sat up in bed, dried my tears, and then it finally picked up,

"Yo? Yuuto? What's up? I'm in the middle of a game."

His phone was propped up on some sort of desk while he sat in a gaming chair with a controller in his hands, color-changing LED lights filled the corners of his room,

"Oh! I'm... sorry. How have you been? How's life?"

"Life's been great actually. I got my own house now, finally, the gaming setup I've always wanted and I even got myself a boyfriend. He's a femboy."

I was so shocked by how well he was doing without me that I couldn't even show how proud I was.

"How about you? How's that guy?"

"... He's been okay. Life's been pretty hectic since we stopped talking."

"Right. Forgot about that. Just putting this out there though; I don't hate you. I don't have time to hold grudges. I'm grown, I've changed, changed my life, and moved on. So stop thinking I hate you. I can see it written all over your face even though I'm not looking."

He knows me all too well,

"By the way, I wanna apologize for the thing I did to you. I squeezed your hand? Your Arm? And the day I almost knifed you? I was on drugs. I did cocaine for the first time and then I began abusing it. I went crazy. I had to go to rehab because of my parents and now I'm all clean again. I got my life together, worked from home, made a lot of money and brought myself a nice house, and got me a sexy femboy."

I couldn't help but smile from how proud I was of Ito. I knew something wasn't right with Ito and I'm glad he changed. I wish I had made time for him back then to find out what was going on with him,

"Baaaaabe.."

"Damn, one sec, Yuuto."

I watched as Ito got up and rushed over to his bed that was blocking his body previously. A femboy was lying on his stomach in shorts, an oversized sweater, and socks. I wasn't sure what they were talking about but I managed to hear a few words,

"You're horny? Right now?"

Well, this was embarrassing. I rubbed the back of my neck and cleared my throat before Ito came back over to me,

"Sorry, Yuuto. I gotta go. If you'd like, we can meet up somewhere just let me know where. Alright?"

"Okay... See you soon."

Ito then hung up. That went better than I expected. It also made me feel a little bit better. I placed my phone down and decided to go downstairs to check up on Michio even though I was upset with him. As I drew nearer to the kitchen, I heard him whispering and chatting with someone. I couldn't help but be nosy,

"You're ruining my fucking life, Sora! How much longer do I have to do this shit?! Yuuto knows. He knows about us. About your cartel business and everything we're doing."

It then fell silent for a brief moment. What was going on between these two this time?

"I better have my money by the end of the month or else you're dead, Sora. I still have that gun you gave me and I'm not afraid to go to prison."

It then fell silent once more. I peered inside and saw Michio sitting at the table, his head in his hands. He was clearly frustrated.

I walked on in and placed a gentle palm on his shoulder, making him flinch,

"It's just me. Calm down."

He was very tense; I could see it in his shoulders,

"You heard all of that, didn't you?"

He looked at me with the saddest expression on his face, the saddest I've ever seen him thus far. I hesitantly nodded in response to his question. I couldn't lie,

"I'm sorry you had to hear all of that. I just hate hurting you. I want this shit to end so we can finally live happily without any abnormalities."

I hated seeing Michio this way. It pained me,

"Michio, please. Stop worrying. It'll all be over soon and then we'll finally be happy together. Okay?"

He nodded and then I embraced him, holding him close to my body as best as I could.

All I could do was hope and pray that we'll finally be at peace for once.