Who am I? - A Niall Horan Fanfic

Chapter 10 - Returning The Bear

ok I seriously can't believe i havent updated in so long wow i'm soooooo sorrry!!! :S

Previously on 'Who Am I'

'Well Mr. Horan, fist I’d like you to know that i was going to contact you sooner but it wasn't up to me. Miss. Hailey Curtis was checked in at the hospital as she was very weak. Her mother called the ambulance when she walked in on Hailey, he wrists and thighs spewing with blood. The doctors did everything they could and luckily for her she just about made it. She woke up in the emergency room and she was healthy. She received your package hours after you sent it, and her mother said she absolutely loved it and don't worry Niall she knew it was from you. Hours later she drifted off to sleep and the doctors think she must of turned around a lot in her sleep and well one of the stitches on her leg opened and she lost a lot of blood. A lot of blood that's hard to get back. Her mother noticed and called in the nurse who called in the doctors. The doctors knew they had to re-stitch it. They woke her up to give her an anaesthetic so she wouldn't feel pain when they operated again. But she wouldn't wake up.

Mr. Horan?

I'm Sorry' 

Chapter 10

10 days have passed since i received the tragic news about Hailey.

I switched off my phone; I didn't want to talk to anyone. I didn't leave the house. I didn't want to see anyone especially Marz.

I had barely eaten

I was broken.

Everything around me was tumbling down. My career. My friends. Me.

I just sat in my room on the right side of my bed, my hair scruffy, i hadn’t even showered.

I've been in the same place for so long i even began seeing things. I began imagining my phone ringing thinking it was Hailey. Thinking this has all been a dream or some horrendous nightmare, but my phone was switched off and i was living in reality.

I turned to look out the door, and in the distance I could see the mirror that hung in the hallway. I saw my sad guilty reflection that looked back at me with red puffy eyes. I scanned the reflection from head to toe. I watched in disgust as I saw the curly hair that started this shit. Below the mirror i spotted something pink. Being very curious i got up and walked towards it. As I got closer i realised it was Louise' teddy bear. I picked up the furry thing and looked at it and mouth began twitching into a smile as i remembered the young girl.

At that moment looking into the mirror, seeing my reflection holding the bear i realised i needed to leave this house. I've been in here for too long. I need to leave, i need fresh air. I looked down and decided i would go return Louise' bear. 

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I got changed and combed my hair and opened the house door. I was welcomed with a blow of wind that made me smile. I made my way down the street holding the bear tracing my footsteps trying to remember where she lived. I decided i would just leave the bear on the doorstep; I don't want the scene with her father to repeat itself. When i got to the house all the windows were shut. I walked towards the door and knelt down to drop the bear but as I did the door slowly opened.

I looked up to find Louise peeking through the door. I looked up and gave her a smile, all of sudden the door swung open and her mother stood there with a delighted smile.

'Oh my dear boy you're here! I never got to properly thank you!' She yelped

'Oh it was nothing really i just came to drop of this ted-'

'Please please do come in!!' She gestured her hand towards the door to invite me in

I hesitated remembering what happened last time

'Oh don't worry my husband isn't home and I’d like to apologize greatly for that oh I’m so sorry!'

'That's alright' i said as I slowly walked into their home. Louise dashed past me and grabbed her bear giving it a tight hug and she then ran up to me screaming 'thanks!!' with the biggest grin on her face

'No problem darlin’ I said returning the smile

A few moments later Louise' mum went to go make me some tea and i waiting in the living room as little Louise came running in. I grabbed her and began tickling her as she laughed her head off! She then sat up and started telling me about her toys and other things kids usually talk about. While she was speaking i realised how much Louise made me forget everything and she kind of made me feel careless and happy. I was knocked out my thoughts as her mum came in and gave me my tea.

'You're really good with kids Niall!' she said

I looked down and huffed a small laugh 'ha thanks'

I continued playing with Louise and her toys as i talked to her mum. the first thing her mum asked me was if i was okay. She noticed my red eyes and how i was dressed in black and she asked if everything was alright.

'I lost a friend recently' I spoke softly

'I'm so sorry' she said looking sympathetic

After an hour of talking and drinking tea I realised it was getting quite late. I got up and said goodbye to Louise' mum and then to Louise. Louise began to cry as she saw me leave

'Will you come back?' She said finally

I looked up at her mother

'Well if you want I’m going out tonight and Louise' babysitter's coming to babysit Louise, you're very welcome to join her' her mum said smiling

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 That night I decided to go and help babysit. I loved spending time with Louise, but also it would be nice to have company of my own age... unless the babysitter is a huge one direction fan...

Then I’m screwed

Again I'm sorry that was quite short and not very good :S Does anyone have any idea what's going to happen with Louise? or the babysitter? :D Leave me a comment! And i also want to know what you thought ! And pleeease vote if you liked it :)

Thanks! I promise i'll try to update soon x