i'm sick of hearing your voice whenever this song comes on
i start to remember the times you would write me love letters
how i held on to your flannel & sweater so tight that's all i could use to soothe myself
i started to mimic you in the smallest ways
it felt like staring at someone else in the mirror
i throw a fit at the universe for all the inconvenience
knowing you got my nervous system all fucked up
your lies fooled me, your smile amused me
i was just a teenager in love
i was just looking for happiness
YOU ARE READING
they come, they go
Randomi write to alleviate my mind of overwhelming thoughts that choke me at night.