I didn't forget

I didn't forget - Where to go

Chloe's pov

It's been two years since I left and not once have I made any contact I knew that it would be too hard if I talked to them but couldn't see them and right now I am on my way to the airport to fly back to London. Shannon and the guys tried talking to me for the first couple of months but they got the hint that I couldn't handle it and stopped I still get hate on twitter every time I tweet but I try to ignore it, I made a friend called Holly our there she was they only one I could trust and was also my partner in work, she helped me through the hate; you may be thinking your a police officer and your not reporting them but honestly I don't see the point they are young they don't know what they are saying but yeah Holly helped me through after she found me starving myself to lose weight because I kept getting called a 'fat whore' or 'fat c*nt' and it really got to me I have a while new style now that I cut my hair just below my shoulder and stripped it out to ash blonde like I was naturally, I still where the same styles clothes, but I still look different but I needed a change and that's what I did.

Your probably wondering what about Niall? Right, well I still live him more that ever and I cry every night you may think wimp but I loved Niall and I still do, I didn't forget when I said I will see when I get back but I don't know if I can handle going back to what I once called home not knowing what will happen. I miss them all escpe jalopy Niall and Shannon I miss the other guys just not as much, Shannon was my best friend and Niall is the love if my life but I don't think he would be able to say the same he probably hates me they all do.

Sitting on the plane I think about what I will do, I don't know whether to go back by all my stuff is there. What if she chucked my stuff out? What if she has moved? I decide that I will wont go back I will just leave them be and go to a hotel and stay there until I found myself a house, I start work in a couple of weeks back at the London station. I am now 21 years old and I love my job but I don't know if I can do it anymore, I have applied for photography job with magazines and I have a couple of interviews which I am excited because then I will be doing something I love. I decided to get some sleep, I haven't slept much either so I have dark circles round my eyes, it's only been like that for a couple of days as the last week I have been worried about what will happen when I arrive back in London. What if I run into them? How will they react? Urg I just need sleep. I closed my eyes and layed my chair back and drifted off to sleep.

Shannon's pov

Me and Zayn decided to wait and get married so still we are just engaged one of the reasons because we want to wait for Chloe we miss her like crazy but she didn't contact us back so we left her alone as she clearly couldn't face talking to us. I have done loads of movies and my career has been great I love my job I have started in 5 movies and they have all bit hits. The boys career is still going strong, the boys still miss Chloe especially Niall he still loves her and hasn't looked at another girl since her he doesn't cry as much and has stopped breaking down halfway through songs at their concert but we sometimes hear him crying at night. Zayn moved into mine and Chloe's house but we plan on getting our own when she comes back, we haven't before because all of Chloe's stuff is here and we don't know where to put it. "Babe lunch is ready" I called from the kitchen "cheers baby" Zayn replied kissing my cheek, even though we have been together for over two years his touch still sends shivers down my spine. Me and Zayn sit down and eat of lunch consisting of grilled cheese. The boys are coming round later and we can't wait to see Chloe, she probably thinks we are mad at her but truly we are not and never was just upset that she left without a proper goodbye but today she is coming back and we are all going to wait for her.

Niall's pov

The last two years have been horrible not waking up next to Chloe and not hearing her voice not being able to feel her lips on mine and I didn't forget what she said about if we both feel the same she will give us a chance. I missed her so much and I cried nearly all the time when little things pop out that remind me of her I break down all over again. I hope she feels the same I really do, I just want to be able to breath in her scent and feel her hands in mine, I want to be able to hold her close to me and not let her go. Me, Harry, Louis and Liam are heading to Shannon's as she is coming home today, we only know this because we asked them police station and he told us I ant wait to see her. We arrived outside Shannon's and Zayns well and Chloe's and open it with a key yes we all have a key it's basically our second home, I sometimes go down to the basement and look over Chloe's work in photography. We all sat in the living room and waited and waited and waited some more.