when it hurts but it hurts so good

chapter 4 : the unexpectation

I talked to her as usual on September 23rd, and I slept the next morning. I woke up and searched for her account to say good morning, but I never found her account, and then I got to know she blocked me. I was new to that app, so I thought it was some technical issue or something, so I asked Aaryan about it, and he told me.
Life . It was all going well, and Misha was normal, I mean, as usual, but on this day she texted Aaryan:
"Can I block JK?"
Yeah, you can; I don’t want to say no to that."
"Yay! You go explain some sh*t to him."

This also didn’t hurt me that much, but she said one thing that completely destroyed my heart. She said, "I am happy and free now."
I couldn’t say anything. I felt like the love I gave her was all a waste. We were not even dating, but I was loyal to her. Is this also a waste? I really didn’t understand.

Well, I thought she would get some feelings for me, but she didn’t. It was a sad truth, and I couldn’t accept it.
We became strangers again. I didn’t talk to her in school, and she didn’t talk to me in school, and yeah, I was sad. This pain was new for me, so I really didn’t know what to do. I blindly trusted people at that time, and I listened to whatever they said. This time, Athulya was the only person to stand with me all the time. Just imagine a guy who is completely depressed and has lost all hope, but then comes a girl who gives him the best she can and motivates him; this is exactly what she did. So whenever I feel sad or lonely for a long time, I text her, and I forget the thoughts for some time. I had the best time with her. Not only Athulya, I had Aaryan, Bhushith, and many others; these guys are just close to my heart, and I swear to God I will remember them forever.
It was the first time for me to cry for someone who left me, and she didn’t even give a reason why she blocked me.

YOU MAY THINK THE STORY ENDED, BUT REMEMBER IT JUST STARTED.