when it hurts but it hurts so good

CHAPTER - 7: THE BETRAYAL

Yes, I did get many betrayals. I mean, the people whom I was close to and trusted so much were the guys who betrayed me.
In robotic classes, I got close to a guy who was tall and kind of strong; we actually became friends very easily, and yes, before I become friends with anyone, I first ask their crush name. I didn’t know why I did it, but I did it, and he too said that she was someone from another class, and I was simply shipping them because I was jobless.
He was also there in my dance for the annual day, and he was a complete extrovert, while I was kind of introverted. It was all going well, and then one guy came and said, I am from C section.
Bro, you know he proposed to Misha today.”
I was surprised to hear that, and I actually believe him. I thought it was a rumor, but still, I wanted to confirm it, so I directly asked him about this: “Did you propose, Misha?”
No, bro, why should I propose to her whatever he says you will believe?’
I actually trusted him, but then one day he and the 10th graders were sitting in a class, and the 10th grader asked which girl was good in 8th grade.
That guy said Misha.”
I slowly turned back and stared at him, and he said this:
Yes, I do love her,” he said.
I was in complete shock, and I didn’t say anything. I got up and went back to my class, and then I got to know that everyone knew that he loved her, but no one told me.
I hope you will feel how I would have felt.
 
I said this to Athulya and Aaryan, and they were trying to chill me, but I was angry at that guy. I was so annoyed that I stopped talking to him.
 
Then I got close to another 9th grader; she was a girl in Athulya’s class. I again trusted her. Every day we used to chat, and the conversation was normal. We got introduced to the school server, and she used to give me motivation and boost me up. It was all going well until one day this happened. She texted me, Give up on Misha, you won’t get her. She actually said she was on my side, and yes, I believed her, and I texted Misha that I was going to move on from her. I had already done this too many times, so she was not serious about it.
The next day, I went to school. I looked sad, then Aaryan asked me the reason why I looked sad, and I told him what happened, and he said this shocking thing.
She was helping another guy who was trying for her.
It completely broke my heart. After that, I stopped trusting anyone blindly.
Yes, I said this to Misha also, and she was like, Trust only a few people whom you feel safe, and it is obvious that I will trust her only.
 
Misha only told me that some 9th graders were already helping him. One thing I don’t understand in my life is that when I feel that everything is going well, only some bad things will happen. Whenever Misha crossed his class at that time, his classmates used to stop her and call that guy out, and they would be talking in the morning. I was not jealous at all, but I was still jealous. I knew he wouldn’t get her, so I really didn’t care about him that much.