when it hurts but it hurts so good

chapter : 1- the meet

It was a normal day—the first day of the new academic year. We were all in the corridor. Teachers were calling students of their class, and I wasn't on the list, so I went to the coordinator, and they sent me to class 8th C, and the teacher started to take attendance, and then the coordinator came to my class and sent me to 8th D. I am JK, a normal guy. I was happy when I saw most of my friends in my class. I was sitting on the first bench with one of my friends, and we were quite normal, but the next day we became really close friends. The next day, me and my friend saw Misha; she was a girl in 8 C. I didn't pay attention to her the first time; my friends called me and said she looked good, but I still didn't see her properly. Then, in the lunch break, I saw her for the first time and fell in love with her; it was love at first sight, to be honest. And it was new to me because I am a teenager and she was my first love. I mean, I've loved many people before, but not this seriously. I really wanted her. But still, I didn't know anything about her yet. I started to ask things about her, but no one knew much about her  because she was a new admission. Days passed, and there was an Independence Day celebration. I was a van student, and I was sitting next to a weird guy named Aaryan. I never knew he would play a role in my life. The practice for Independence Day started, and unexpectedly, Aaryan and Misha were playing an act together in that. The next day, I talked to Aaryan, and we got introduced to each other, but I still didn't know they were in the act. The next day we were talking about crushes, and suddenly he asked my crush's name, and I said Misha. He saw me with a weird look and asked if it was 8 C Misha. I answered yes, and he was like, "That girl, ah? She is dumb." ..... The next day we were standing in the queue for the bus, and Aaryan met Misha and told Misha that

"Hey Misha, you know what? This guy has a crush on you.

She opened widely and looked at me. Seriously,  I didn't know how to react at that time; I was happy and angry at the same time.

Misha and Aaryan got introduced through the program, and Aaryan asked Misha's discord account, which he wrote in his script paper. I took the paper and started to read the script, and when I turned the page, I saw the discord ID but didn't note down the number, and Aaryan snatched the paper from my hand. I went home and tried the ID on Discord, but I didn't find it, so I lost hope. ...... I opened Instagram and searched for Misha. I was scrolling, and suddenly I found an account that was a bit like the Discord ID. I sent her a follow request and texted her the same day. At first she couldn't guess who I was, but when I started texting her slowly, she found out and asked if it was JK. I didn't reply to anything, then she was like, If you don't say, I will block you, and I accepted that it was me. The first question that she asked me was

"Do you really have a crush on me?"

I said yes, and then the conversation was long. I introduced myself, and she introduced herself. In school the next day, we met and we shook hands, and the feeling I had when It happened was priceless, but I didn't talk to Misha in school that much because it was completely new to me. I reached home, and I used to text her, and that day she said, "Do you mind if we chat on WhatsApp?" I said no, then I asked, "Do you have Discord?" (I know she has, but I still asked), and she said yes. Then we started to text on Discord, and we became pretty close within a week. I started to say pickup lines, and wherever I went, I used to think about her and tell everyone about her. My friends saw her in the school uniform and said, "She looked good in a color dress, but she is not that good in uniform." My friends lost interest in her, but still, I loved her, and it never stopped. In the beginning, my friends supported me and helped me, but a few days later, everything changed. A few days later, there was a field trip at our school. I was very excited, so I bought some juices and snacks for her. We were traveling in a school bus, and she was sitting in the last seat, and I and my friends were in the first seat. The travel was fun, and we reached the destination place. It was just a normal nature place to study about plants and nature. We went in, and later they made us stand in line according to our classes. We all started to separate ourselves, and since I was in D and she was in C, we were standing close. She was standing in the last row, and I was standing in the front, so I was turning back and forth to see her. A few minutes later, the in-charge man of the place came and started to give a lecture about the place, and later we started to explore the place. To be honest, the place was quite boring because of the hot sun and the climate, but still, it was a little fun because of my friends and her. I didn't even utter a word to her while we were there because I was very shy. I bought two sandwiches for me, but out of them, I gave her one. That was when I actually talked to her. I made use of this time to talk to her. Then, unexpectedly, me and my friends got into a fight. What actually happened was that one of my friends jumped from a high place while playing. My class teacher came towards me, thinking that I had done it. She started to scold me, and I made her understand that it wasn't me and that it was my friend. The class teacher scolded my friend, and my friends thought that I betrayed him, so one friend told all of my friends to stop talking to me, so already I didn't like the place, and instantly I lost all my friends there. I was all alone there; she was with her friends inside a closed space, and I was sitting on a bench under a tree and looking at her. All my classmates left me, and I was sitting alone, and yes, I was sad, but still, when she smiled and laughed with her friends, it made me happy, and I was looking at her. As the time passed, the teacher called us for lunch, and I was still sitting there alone and eating. After eating, we packed our bags and stood in line. I had some coconut juice with me, so I gave it to her, but guys, even if it's a small thing, believe me when I say it's the best feeling ever when you give it to your crush and she takes it with a smile. The day passed as usual.

In my school, we had remedial classes in the last hour. We were new to it, and the first day they called us for the classes, I went there with no interest, sat on the bench, and the teacher gave us a few problems on the board and asked us to solve them. The only thing that was good there was that I had a group of friends with me. A few minutes later, I just turned around and noticed that she was there in the class. I was so happy and shocked for real, and I said this to my friends. From that day on, I was the first guy to enter the remedial class....But that class was once every two weeks. I felt like it should have been every day. Then the days were going well, but suddenly my friends asked me to move on from her, and I was like, No, I can't. I actually spied a lot on her. Whoever I talk with, I only talk with them about her, which my friends don't like. They felt that she was separating me from my friends. My friends said, "Bro, you have to choose one: Misha or friends." I was completely confused; I really didn't know what to do, so I chose her without thinking, and from that day on, my friends stopped talking to me. I really didn't know what was going on in my life.