His to Save

Chapter 29: Losing Control

Allison

The things this man is doing to me right now are driving me crazy. I can't stop moving my body. Rubbing my center against his hard length of him. Little moans purring from my throat. "I want you inside of me so badly." I whisper in his ear. My tone was all breathy, before I bite down on the tip of his ear.

"Dammit woman! You're killing me here." He growls along the skin of my neck. Picking up the speed of his steps, he walks up the stairs, turning toward the door to his room. Opening it up, he kicks it closed behind us, making his way to his bed.

Practically, throwing me on the bed, my body bounces along the mattress. The way this man looks down at me, as though he's on death row and I'm his last meal. Licking his lips, like he would a pork chop, he nods his chin at the box along the floor. I must have dropped it without realizing.

"Go get changed Alley Cat." He purrs.

"I want to see just how good you look for me in that lingerie." He wiggles his eyebrows. Causing me to laugh out loud. He's bringing humor into the moment, making me feel at ease once more.

Biting my bottom lip, I scoot to the edge of the bed. Bending down I pick the box up and raising up I come face to face with his hardened cock through his blue jeans. I have to swallow down the extreme want that has taken over my body. I'm not accustomed to this feeling.

Wanting to take a man's length in my mouth. Tasting the salty flavor of his essence and swallowing it down my throat. That's the thoughts coursing through my head in this moment. Looking up at him, through the hair that has fallen in my face, I see his eyes squint. A smoldering look taking over his features.

"Maybe sometime beautiful. If you really want to, but tonight is all about making both of us feel good. Especially you." He drags his fingers through my unruly hair. Pulling the strands back, forcing my head to fall and my eyes looking up into his.

"I'm going to make you feel so good, you'll never want me to stop." He bites his own lip, making me groan out loud. "I want to show you how a real man makes love to a woman." The last of his words cause a flurry of emotion to take hold of me. A lone tear escapes from the corner of my eye, rolling along the skin of my cheek.

He rubs it away with his thumb. Without breaking eye contact, I watch with rapture as he places the tip to his lips and licks away the droplet. Without another word, he lets me know exactly what he wishes me to do. Nodding his head once more at the box, he takes my free hand in his and lifts me from the bed.

"Do as I say baby." He slaps my ass when I walk away. Causing me to holler out at him. The sound of his musical laughter followed behind me, until I make it to the bathroom and close the door.

Switching the light on, I place the box on the countertop. With my hands spread out, I carry all my weight on my arms as I lean my body forward. My head fell, I shake my head, with my eyes closed. I take a deep inhale of breath and release it slowly. I do this five times, before straightening up and opening my eyes.

The woman I see in the mirror I almost don't recognize. She looks like me sure, but she has more weight on her arms, hips, and legs. My cheeks aren't so sunken in, looking more ill than healthy. There are no dark circles under my eyes, nor frown lines along my lips.

Dare I say I look good. Happy even. It's amazing what being back here has done for both Lilith and me. I smile at the thought, before I decide to focus on the task at hand. Opening the box, I look down at the see-through garment. It's a dark hunter green, and placing it in front of my body, it matches well with my light complexion.

I can feel my cheeks burning, knowing good and well what's about to happen after I put this on my body. Without another thought, no hesitation at all, I strip my body free from my clothing. Bringing the green nighty over my head, I pull it down over my body.

Looking in the mirror, I'm stunned at how good I look in it. You can see my pink nipples through the material. Looking further down, there's a slight triangle covering very little of my pussy. The rest of me is on full display. Usually, I would feel the need to cover myself up. Hide my body from wandering eyes, but the longer I stand here the more I realize I want Grayson to see me in this.

I want him to pant like a dog. Practically beg to allow his hands on my body. I know I shouldn't, but for the first time in my life I feel powerful during a sexual encounter. Not lost, disgusted, or used in any way. If he can make me feel this way, just by what we have done so far together.

With the simplicity of me putting this lingerie on my body, knowing full well he's going to lose his mind on the other side of that door once he sees me. I can't wait to see what else he can show me tonight. Turning around, I can see both my ass cheeks are on full display.

My mind wanders to an image of him grabbing a handful of my backside, lifting me up in the air. Demanding I spread my legs around him, as he walks me to the bed and kisses the hell out of me. With just the image, my nipples are hard, and my breathing has picked up once more.

I'm as wet as the ocean and I can't help the little pants falling from my lips. Deciding I need him to do exactly that, and so much more I turn to the door. Shaking my arms, I try to control my breathing, as I reach for the doorknob. Turning it within my palm, I bite my lip to hold back the trepidation at what awaits me on the other side.
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