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Chapter 23: A Step Further

Allison

I don't know what has come over me, but I want nothing more in this moment than for him to touch me. He looks deep into my eyes, I can feel the tension in his body as he holds himself back. I know he's trying to see how much I really want this. I bend my face down, burying it in his neck. I lick his skin there.

I lick all the way up to his ear and nip the tip with my teeth. "Please, I really need you to make me feel good." I kiss down his throat, all the way up his chin, and finishing with a peck on the lips. Looking deep into his eyes, I tell him how I honestly feel. "I want you. Truly need you right now." I whisper along his lips.

Those must be the magic words, as he tightens his hold on my hips. He lifts me up and places me with my back on the bed. When he stands at the side of the bed, I whimper, thinking he's going to walk away now. Tell me I'm not ready and for me to get some much needed rest. All thoughts leave, as I see his hands make their way to his jeans.

He gives me a devilish smile, as my eyes move down, taking in his every move. Once, he undoes his button, and pulls down the zipper I lick my lips. The anticipation is causing my body to overheat, my heartbeat is racing, and my palms have become sweaty. "Don't worry Alley Cat, I'm going to take real good care of you." He winks at me, as he pulls his pants down, pulling them completely off.

When his knee hits the mattress beside my body, he crawls so he leans over me. Placing both his hands at the side of my head, he bends down and licks my lips with his tongue. "My boxers are staying on." My eyes must convey how grateful I feel for that. "I know you're not ready for all of that." He gives me one of the sincerest smiles.

"Tonight, is all about you baby girl. I want to show you everything you have missed out on. All the things a real man can do to your body." He gathers some of my hair, lifting it up to his nose. He closes his eyes as he smells it, a look of euphoria on his face. "This is all I need. To be able to touch you, and that is always enough." He whispers.

I can feel the tears welling in my eyes at his words. I have never had a man talk to me in this way. There was never a time anyone treated me this way in my life. Not since I was young and he was in my life. "What do you want me to do first?" He asks me, his eyes looking at me intently.

I have to look away from him, the embarrassment is too heavy of a feeling. "Hey, hey none of that." His hand comes to my chin, turning my face up toward him. So he can see my eyes more clearly. "It's okay baby. Whatever happens in this room stays between us." He bends down to kiss my lips softly. Causing my heartbeat to calm down.

When he pulls away, he smiles down at me to show me just how much he means every word he says. "You can be honest with me." I can tell by the way he's looking at me, that he not only wants me to trust him, but he needs me to. Nodding my head, I take a deep breath and just let the words fall from my mouth.

"I don't really know how to answer that question." I close my lips up fast. Swallowing down the embarrassment that suddenly takes hold of my heart. I know he doesn't want me to feel this way, but it's difficult when a badass biker, who's smoking hot wants to do dirty things to you, and you are so naïve you haven't a clue what to say. "I've never..." I sigh as the words get lost in my foggy brain.

How do I tell him this? How can I even say the things that he needs to hear right now? When he's looking at me like a wolf licking his chops, drooling as he looks down at his next meal. Any other woman would jump at the thought of him giving her this kind of attention. The club whores and townies practically beg him with his eyes to look at them like that, and here I am laying below him having no clue how to even ask for what I want.

A soft laugh leaves his lips, "Alley Cat it's okay my sweet, sweet girl. I know your knew to all of this. I just wanted to get a feel of what you may like." He kisses my nose, a smile on his lips. I feel grateful once more to the man that takes my breath away. I don't say anything. Turns out I don't need to since he leans to kiss my collar bone and licking between my breasts below my nightie.

"I think we need to start with taking this off your body completely." He lifts an eyebrow as he looks down at me. Waiting for my response. Nodding my head, he sits up on his knee, lifting his upper body with both hands on his shoulders. He lifts his chin, asking me without words to lift my arms into the air.

I do as silently ask, looking at him with heat in my eyes. I bite my bottom lip with intent. Knowing full well that this little action turns him on more than anything else. A soft growl falls from his lips, and in the next moment my silk nightie is pulled from my body, landing somewhere on the floor behind Grayson.

He makes eye contact with me, before slowly perusing my mostly naked body. All that's left on my lower body is my see-through dark green bikini-style underwear. I'm not entirely certain why, as I don't fully understand the thoughts working through my mind, but I suddenly want him to take those panties off with his teeth.

Judging by the look he gives me as his eyes make their way back up, he would like nothing more than to do just that as well. The devilish smirk that forms along his lips, lets me know that he can see that's exactly what I was thinking about myself. He bends down and kisses me. With a scorching kiss, of my lips, teeth and tongue.

I lay my body back down, as one hand lifts into his hair, pulling his short strands. I feel the pillow hit the back of my head, I grow bolder with the need to feel every part of him on every part of me. My other hand makes its way down his nearly naked body. The feel of his muscular pecks and abs below the palm of my hand, makes me moan softly.

"I want you to touch me Grayson. Please baby." As the word falls from my lips, his body freezes. His lips pull back and away from mine, and he looks down at me with a look of surprise filling his eyes. They move all around my face, studying me intently. Before a full-grown smile forms on his lips. Showing off his pearly whites, he looks beyond happy in this moment.

"Oh, my Alley Cat." He brings his hand to my hair combing it back. He bends even closer to my face, our lips a hairbreadth away from one another. "Say it again." He whispers. The feel of his breath along my lips with every word he speaks.