Kit connor imagines

Mine

Usually im not tired. Lately Im not comfortable enough though so i've been pulling all nighters. Its so bad for me. Im constantly drinking coffee which makes me forget to drink water which makes me more nauseous. My eye bags are literally on the ground. My eyes are always droopy.

Kit hasn't been over since he's been busy doing interviews and stuff since Season 2 of heartstopper came out. Today though Kit could come over so he did and i was soo happy and excited. The only reason i cant sleep is because kit isnt with me and he stole my stuffed snoopy. Which also helps me sleep.

The doorbell rings which pulls me out of my thoughts and i get happier every step i take because i know who's behind that door. Kit.

"Hi come in please"

"mm hi"

I drag him by his hand upstairs i dont even let him take off his shoes or hang up his jacket. I just need him with me right now. He's My Comfort.

Its late so its time to go to bed. I seen kit had brought snoopy i was so happy. Both my favorite person and stuffy were here. I still had my makeup on from earlier today i didnt want to take it off also i kinda forgot i had makeup on.

We decided to watch movies since we haven't done it in a while we talked throughout the movie though catching up. Telling him about drama at work and what not.

My eyes feel drowsy i start to take my makeup wipes but kit takes it before i do. He pulls out a wipe and starts to wipe my makeup.

"Get my eyes please and thank you"

My heart is burning up. He's mine.

"mkay. Hey.."

He wants to say something but he pauses himself he's still wiping my makeup almost done.

"im sorry i havent been with you. You know how stuff is . You know my schedule. If i could be with you every second, hour, day, week maybe years or centuries i'd be with you for eternity. I want to be more caring with you."

i pause. More caring? Man this boy.

"Kit all you do is care and worry about me. Not even my mom cares this much about THIS much, I dont need you to care more. We will always be with eachother whether its long distance or hours without talking. You'll always be in my mind. You're always with me. Don't apologize for doing what you love."

By now my hand is on his wrist as he paused with a wipe above my face i stop him from cleaning my makeup while ive been speaking i never noticed i did this.

He kiss me throws the wipe away and then hugs me.

"i've missed you"

"i've missed you more"

We argue on who misses who more. I think i missed him more.

"you know i love you." he spoke up after some silence.

"I know you do. I love you more though, Dont argue with this"

I spoke before he could argue. He chuckled.

His chuckle is so comforting to hear.

Mine.