Kit connor imagines

Bestfriend

Im in love with my best friend. I hate it. He's so beautiful though. I hate the fact that i love him not even like, Love. He's all i ever wanted. Practically needed him.

Kit was a bit taller than me. He had strawberry blonde hair most would call him ginger. He had nice eyes and in some lighting you could see faint freckles. He had nice lips. Some days they were pink others they were red. Sometimes though they would be pink with an outline of red. It made it look like he had lip liner on.

His lips were always smooth looking. His skin was so flawless. Anyone who didn't see him as an angel was either blind or genuinely a psycho. Kit was all i ever wanted . I want him to look at me the way i look at him.

I cant tell him I dont want to ruin what we have. If i have nothing with kit then im nothing. Kit is my one and only. Even if hes just a friend. I want to confess to him so bad. I finally wrote what i needed to say i heard that writing is better than to say.

"Dear kit..Ew nevermind that was corny. Anyways, I just wanted to tell you that i really like you. Love you. Like more than a friend. I dont know if you like me or if you even see me in that way. I just wanted you to know cause i've been keeping it for so long and i just dont think i can anymore. Im okay if you dont feel the same i just wanted you to know
-y/n"

I folded the paper and called kit to let him know i was coming over. I stare nervously at the front door not knowing if i should leave or throw the paper away or just give it to him. I knock. Fuck.., What am i doing. Fuck it.

"Hi Y/n/n" The way i see his lips moving saying my name. I really want to hug him maybe even hold his hand just kiss him even if its for one second.

"Kit hi. Here" I seen him eyeing the letter i knew i couldn't Hide it. I wanted to leave.

"uhm im kinda busy so i js wanted to drop that off bye" I leave without waiting for him to reply. i didnt want to see his reaction. I needed to leave.

Its been 2 hours was i that desperate it had rained i decided to clean the house i put on music and Lana del ray song came on. Say yes to heaven One of my favorites i could listen to it for ages. I hear a knock when im getting a glass of water.

I look through the peep hole and see kit. I backed away and stood there before i realized he's probably soaked.

"Hi"

"Hi i read the letter just now im so sorry for not coming earlier fuck. y/n You dont know me do you?"

"huh"

Hes in my living room at this point wet hair wet clothes i see rain drops coming down on his face from his hair.

"fuck" He leanes into me and kisses me.
My bestfriend, Kit had just kissed me. He likes me back?

"I like you and i didn't want to tell you for the same reason i didn't know you liked me. If i knew we'd-i" He cant finish his sentence he looks at me.

Im smiling and looking at him. Hes so cute.

"Its okay now i know." I laugh i turn around because i couldn't let him see the blush that was rising .

He hugs me from behind he has his face on the crook of my neck

"I know you're blushing" I feel his smile on my neck.

"I want to be your boyfriend can i be your boyfriend" He asked

"Hm" I say before kissing him

"I think you know my answer" I grab his hands that are on my waist.