Ciao Adios, Amorjah

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15 year's later

I simply kept the letter she wrote about me, rather than reading it. It's been 15 years. Hindi s'ya bumalik. We haven't had any communication after she left.

I moved on peacefully.

I healed because of her. I learned a lot about her.

I'm happy... for her.

One cold, starry evening under the stars. I put my glasses on. I lighted my candle and sweetly smiled as I slowly opening the letter she had written 15 years ago.

I still remember that we were teenager back then. Bonding together, talking to each other, laughing together and hiding feelings towards each other.

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; this letter is for my cutiepie, cass.

ciao. don't you dare to cry while reading this lol. i will miss you, cass. natatakot ako dahil mashado nang lumalalim itong nararamdaman ko sa 'yo. i really really like you. you know, minsan napapatanong ako sa sarili ko kung deserve ba kita? you're so genuine, kind, caring, thoughtful hmm ano pa ba? lahat na siguro nasa 'yo.

i really appreciate you, your small/big efforts, your treats. everything, lahat 'yon bukal sa loob mo, that's why my feelings for you is getting deeper and deeper. i hope you wouldn't change.

i hope we meet again, somewhere. hoping to see you again. i will miss your smile, your laugh, your voice, you ikaw mismo. ngayon pa nga lang habang sinusulat ko ito ay na-mimiss na kita na para bang gusto ko na huwag ng umalis.

i will miss you. can you do something for me? the truth is, wala akong ideya kung babalik o makakabalik pa ako. sana huwag kang mag hintay. if you do that, you're just wasting your time on me at ayokong mangyari 'yan.

can you find someone who will give you the love that I can't give you? we were young, and feelings can't last forever, they're only temporary. can you do that, cass? i know you can.

i love you, cass. adios.

- amorjah.