The Missing Valentine || K.TH

𝔣𝔦𝔳𝔢

Fly me to the moon
Let me play among the stars

⤗ ⋆✯✯✯⋆ ⬽

If my heart could have shattered in pieces, that's exactly what would've happened at that moment.

Not because of heartbreak, but because of longing.

The sweet words on paper made me feel like I was out of reach for something so good. I was getting attached to something I didn't even fully know.

The only reason why I've spent the day crying was because of everyone around me being so in love.

Hell, loneliness was one sabotaging bitch.

It had been so long since I've felt someone else's presence. Since I've been held. And it was slowly killing me on the inside.

Everyone else seemed so happy. My sister was happy. I envied them all.

Me and Taehyung have seen each other a few times in the past month and he was the sweetest, most caring man I've ever come across. I wished so badly for something good to come out of it, but at the same time I was worried. I didn't know what was about to come out of it. Our connection was there, but neither of us yet made a step forward.

I stared at the ceiling, smothering a hand across my face. I was so tired of everything. It dawned on me this morning when I dropped off Lily at school.

My eyes skimmed over the letter once more. This person had seen me cry. Well, no wonder since I broke down in my car in the middle of the parking lot.

This was too much for me. I wanted to scream at him to show his face already, but I felt so helpless. It was infuriating, but every time I closed my eyes, I saw Taehyung and nobody else.

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"Excuse me?" a voice gained my attention and I looked up from my computer to see a smiling girl.

"Yes?"

"I wanted to ask if you have these books." she slid a piece of paper my way and I looked it over before meeting her eyes again.

"Let me check in the system," I quickly typed into the computer.