Should I give you all?
Should I give up?
Should I trust?
Should I stay?
Should I wait for you?
This agony of not knowing what u want from me is killing me, I like you pretty much but not knowing is what makes me overthink everything, like for real.
I usually don't go after people if they don't try and I don't know why I keep trying with you.
Maybe it's because I like u too much, but fuck. Everything that has happened makes me think "fuck i wanna try here, give this a shot".
Why do I get this feeling like to try it so badly in my head?
But at the same time it's like does she try? Does she want to try? Or is it all bullshit? Or should I wait?
It's complicated, like very much and it's hard. All because I like u very much, I don't want to give up on you.
Why don't you talk to me?
YOU ARE READING
I wanted to tell you, but I saved it to myself
PoetryThis is me, saving all the words I could ask, say, claim and cry for you. I decided to write it down just be drowned on it, so I wont run and tell you.
