Is it ok if I feel this?
Because damn is really growing up and Im scared, so scared, because I know what u want but it is not surr bout me, im just here because I like u, maybe more than that, but im not willing of giving all of me just to be broken again, my heart indeed cannot handle that kind of pain anymore, not anymore, this kills me..
Should I keep letting this grow?
Or make it stop? Even tho I know it wont only if I force it and bleed in the process, it's too big now and I don't even know how, this was all just joking and messing around no feelings were required but im always the one falling harder for people... im always the one who fights... will someone ever fight for me?
Or am I too hard to be loved?
This is hard, feelings like mine are really difficult to have, because I overfeeel ALWAYS...
YOU ARE READING
I wanted to tell you, but I saved it to myself
ŞiirThis is me, saving all the words I could ask, say, claim and cry for you. I decided to write it down just be drowned on it, so I wont run and tell you.
