To be completely honest, I'm regretting leaving with Niall. I should have just stayed and talk to Harry about all of this. But I had to leave, I was scared and I didn't know what to do at that moment. The way Niall looked at him, gave me shivers down my spine of the possibilities of things that could happen if...
I don't even know at this point
After driving for an hour and a half, we made it to Sangster Iternational Airport in Montego Bay, Jamaica. I slowly walked behind Niall, as he lead me to our gate. We haven't said much to each other during the ride to the Airport and I was fine with that. I already feel guilty enough for leaving with out Harry knowing. He told me not to hang with Niall but look where I'm at now. He's probably looking for me, asking George If he seen me around.
Niall stops walking when he notices how far I was from him. He gestures for me to pick up my pace, but I continue walking the same slow speed.
"You shouldn't be taking all your anger out on me" he states grabbing a hold of my wrist, so I could stay on track with him.
"I'm not taking my anger out on you!" I argued,trying to keep up with him. "Your hurting my wrist please let go"
"Not until we get to were we need to be" he takes out his phone checking the time. "We have 15 minutes left until they start boarding people on the plane"
I roll my eyes, "and we'd get there. It's not that far." I sassed placing my hands on my hips.
He stops his track, causing me to bump into him. He swiftly turns around. His face was turning red,his blue eyes seemed darker then before.
"What is up with you? Hmm? You shouldn't be giving me attitude and rolling yours eyes all around the world. I'm going out of my will to make sure your safe and you pay me back with rudeness"
I looked look down at the tile floors, they looked more connected then my life at this very moment.
"Talk to me Janae"
I play with my fingers, not wanting to look up. I shouldn't be acting this way towards him. I'm just lost right now, I don't want to do anything to hurt him but I don't want that to backlash on Harry getting hurt from all of this. I know Niall is just trying to help me, and protect me but I'd rather have Harry do it even if he's working with the bad guys.
"Look, I'm sorry" Niall apoligizes. "I know this is all happening to fast but you have to cooperate with me."
I guess
"Okay" I mumbled, connecting our eyes. He tilts his head forward, puting his hand above his ear.
"What was that Janae?"
"Okay"
"What?" He asked stepping closer, placing his ear near my mouth.
I know this boy heard me,I guess that's his way of trying to cheer me up.
"Okay" I said a bit louder,smiling at his facial expression. He was pretending to be shocked.
"Great, hold my hand" he smiles sticking out his arm. I grab ahold of his soft, cold hands, intertwining our fingers.
"What now?" I asked after a few minutes of awkwardness. We literally stood there, holding each other hand. I wanted to let go, but I know it means nothing. It doesn't mean anything to me. "You said our plane boards in 15 minutes acouple of Minutes ago. Don't you think we should leave?"
It was like he was in a trance, just staring at me, with that little smile on his face. I pushed him a bit harder than I thought I would when he didn't answer me.
