One month later
"No you check it." I panicked throwing the pregnancy test at him, scurrying under the covers.
I can't me pregnant, I just can't.
"Janae.." His soft voice cooed, pulling the covers off of me.
"How about we look together?" He says, laying down beside me. "On a count of three, we will look."
I nod my head.
"One....Two... Three.." I sat up straight, waiting for him to show me the results.
He took his time sitting up, that I ended up snatching it from him.
I looked at the results, both of our eyes glued on it.
"Were fucked." Louis sights. My head snapped his direction.
"How are you fucked? It's not even your kid, it's Harry's." I reminded him, it's not like me and Lou did it anyways. I would never even think twice doing it with him. Oh gosh, thinking about it makes me want to hurl.
"Are you sure it's even his? You haven't seen this boyfriend of yours in a month nor heard from him. I thought you said he was just going to be out of town for awhile?"
I thought he was
"Unlike you, I stay loyal in my relationships, so of course it's his. We were drunk, and I don't feel like talking about it because you already know that it led to sex."
I slipped on my houseshoes, standing up from the bed.
"If your going into the kitchen, get me something to snack on prego." Louis orders, getting comfortable in my bed.
"Umm no, and I'm going to go check the mail lazy ass. Since your not doing anything call up Luke, we have Baby shopping to attend."
Louis rolled his eyes, flipping me off. "I'm going to pretend like I didn't hear you."
I laughed shaking my head, he really is just something else. If it wasn't for Louis telling me that I looked like a had a beer gut, I would have never ever thought I was pregnant. I would have been on the Tv show about those type of things.
What am I going to do? I haven't heard from Harry, and I have no way of contacting him, it's just only one way and it's through him. He only knows how to contact me.
I checked my mailbox, only seeing bills.
After saying "Hello" to Mrs. Lisa, I went back up to my place.
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"If it's a boy, get this." Luke suggested handing me a little cute outfit. I smiled down at it.
"I'm not buying any clothes yet Luke, were just looking. I don't know the gender of the baby, it's not that developed yet." I laughed handing it back to him.
"Don't you need to set up an appointment?" Louis asked, playing with the little baby toys.
We were at the mall, just looking around in the baby store. Well me and Luke were...
I sight, "This is to much, I don't think im ready for this."
I'm not, in order for me to survive this I need Harry.
I didn't notice I was crying until Louis wrapped his arms around me to comfort me. He rested his head on my shoulder, I don't know were Luke had went off to.
"Your going to be okay, you have me and Luke."
"But College-"
"You can do it Nae." He comforted me. He gave me one last squeeze, before walking back to what he was occupied on, the toys.
I can do this
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I walked into my apartment building, after a long day of Uni. Mondays suck ass. The finals are coming up, and the professors are already assigning things dealing with it.
My bag dragged behind me, as I made my way past the office desk. Mrs Lisa was there ofcourse, writing something down on a piece of paper, until she noticed me. She called me over after I was half way inside the elevator. I rolled my eyes, walking back to the desk.
"Did I forget to pay a bill?" I wondered, taking out my wallet but she stopped me.
"Oh no, but that is due in two weeks so don't forget."
I let out a breath
"You have a package, do you want it now or later?"
"Just give it to me now." I took the package from her, looking at the area code . It must be from the Uk.
A smile crept on my lips, as I rushed up towards my apartment. I sat down in my bed, criss-crossed tearing the package open. I tipped it over, shaking out all of the contents. Pictures were falling out, were they pictures of him. A letter also fell out, and I didn't hesitate to read it.
Explain this -H
Explain what? I looked down at the pictures. My eyes went wide, as I scanned the pictures of Louis and I at the movie park event, in the parking lot, us hugging at the Baby Store and me staring down at the pregnancy test.
How were these picture taken? Is he here? No he must have someone spying on me. He doesn't trust me?
I reread the letter. He thinks I'm cheating on him. Does he think I'm pregnant with Louis baby?
I frowned. I wish he was here so I can explain all of this, and eventually tell him I'm pregnant with his unborn child. I picked up the pictures that was scattered all over my bed, putting them back in the envelope.
I ripped out a piece of paper from my note book. I'm going to have to send him a letter back. I need to know when he's coming back. I need him right now. I'm not going to tell him I'm pregnant yet, I want to tell him in person my self.
There's nothing really to explain from those pictures, it's just Louis. He's my friend, nothing else I promise. He's keeping me company since your gone. I was surprised to see all of this, I haven't heard from you in a while, that I started to think that you forgot about me. I know you wouldn't forget about me. You love me, and when you love someone like how you love me you will never forget about them. Thanksgiving is coming up and my parents had invited me over. I really want you to come, but I know your busy in the Uk doing god knows what. Be safe :) I love you Harry Edward Styles.
I sent the letter first thing, the next morning.
